Sunday, June 20, 2010
 Its t he memories tt is improtant right now.looking far away. trying not to look behind. it pains when i look behind and have to be reminded of the past over and pver again. when will i ever have the strength to look behind and not cry. no one will be ever be strong to do tt. Even though someone new came into my life, to help me frget you. But i cant. its hard. no one can replace you in my heart. no even someone close cant replace tt. somehow i wish tt i could rewind time and chnge everyhng. no i cant. whats done cnt be rewind anymore. i must look forward and never repeat the same mistakes again. and never repeat it again. it pains to repeat history again. so i want to make everythng arnd me better ths time.(: I hate holidays. it will fly very fast. boo. theres maths lsn tmr boo.. Monday, June 14, 2010  Life hadn't been the way its supposed to be for me. unexpected welcome frm you. i decided to just enjoy my life and make it better. By enjoying myself and eat hahah. all i know now is to eat and eat. and i will put on weight if i eat too much, Had been doing a lot of thinking these few days. So i really don't knw if i make the right desicion. i dont want to have any more fights between us. Its painful. Decided to spent time with them individually. guess tt is the best, since some dont liek having her in some situatn. sometime i would rather go alone without having these nonsense fight. Tired of used to having fight with all of them. Decided to go MIA-ing for a while. befre i come back. I seriously never thought it will be ths way. somehow i want you gone. and i knw if you are gone you will never come back. i am somehow tired of thinking and thinking. somehow i wish everythng is vanished. but then if they were to vanished iwont have them. somehw i reallt dont knw if im making the right desicion. will just leave it to the way it was. and just see whts the outcome later on. furthermore thinking tooo much wont help, it will only make you go insane. Sometimes its worth thinking and sometimes its not. so i decided to just let it rest for a moment. Wont drag any longer and donnt want to make it like a grandfather story. Will surely sleep if ths is the way, haha. but will end here . post when im in the mood and take a rest!(: Labels: It didnt meant to last forever.  Life had been just average.had been doing the same routine over and over again. had yet to complete all the assignmemnt. i am so lazy to do it. I am lazy to update my blog these few days. will update it with new pics and when im nt lazy!(: bye!(: Tuesday, June 1, 2010  Maths lesson was cnceled today. so seat at home today by being a good girl. 3rd week is damn busy fr me. 3/4 of my all my assignments is done. 1/4 left is basically my eng. i seriously lazy do eng. Will only becoming back 4 times during ths hols. meeting neena on sat to do buddy writting, and might be meeting hz on the same day to do f&n coursework. I have been doing the same routine everyday. sleep. eat. watch tv.sleep. do hmwk. eat. the same routne amazing. its like im sleeping more thn 8hrs but less thn 24hrs. hehehe. I HATE YOU. ths 3 words really i mean it, i reallly dont know wht to say. im really in confused, going to buy 2 storybooks ths june and to finish it befre july. write a summary and to improve on my eng. wht sir say is true. in everythng i do or everywhere i go i need english. so im starting to brush up on my eng esp. no more lazy when ever i see my eng assignments. Will blog more whenever possible. |
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