Wednesday, January 13, 2010
 hey readers finally now its time for to use the comp. Its been a long time since i myself update.. thanks fren, for upfdating for me... this few days had been rather busy.. sometime lesson even ends at 3.00pm, strating from tml onwards will be approaching teachers to help me out in studies. just now during geog and ss moodswing much becuz i was reminded of the past.. i just suddenly remembered everythng we have gone thru, thick and thin... seeing you make me almost cry just now and when my fren say ur name everythng remind me of you and the past we had. its beeeen too much for me.. i just cannot see you and hear your name. OH GOD PLEASE HELP ME!! i know behind everythng that must be a meaning to it You and me. How sad when you have to leave me. but do i have to choice to make you stay? Everythng now is gone. It took me 10 days to know you. 16 months to know you almost inside out. & the sad thng was tht i will take me 16 months to forget you. I guess its no use already. I don't care if you play a fool with my frends or what, but i just want to say this if you really want to leave me i am fine and i will be strong. I will prove that without you i can still survive and stay strong. Everythng has just gone to drain. But do not ever let me see your face ever again. It just hurts me.. To see your face it just remind me of our past the downs and ups we have gone thru. But one thng i want to say to you it have been great to know you. Inside out, those memories might or might not be in my heart and mind anymore. I am really sorry!!:( I just dont like you , your name and everythng relating to you. Please do not ever let me hear anyone saying your name Please do not act bossy or be jealous. You have ur own ability. you just act like a leader when you dont.. you try to control everythng including our life. please lah look urself in the mirror!! Have been a wonderful 3 days so far. been laughing my ass out with hz, yana, amey and haniss.. hillarious much, remember wht i wrote on the table just now guys with my hands!!(: I hope if we were to end, i hope you will have a better life!! I wish you all the best!! i do not know what io shld regrett you anymore... cause everythng i sjust tooo hurt for me. If there is time i will update and tell you more in details!!(: (toodles for now) Labels: 10 days 16 months and 16 months hurtful time |
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