Saturday, January 30, 2010
  Picture taken during ITE visit!!(: Jump as high as you could, shine and bloom(= Nur Nazirah, she is fifteen ths year when 25th April come!!(: She is a spoiler, She never did make anybody arnd her happy and feel enjoyable but instead she make the people arnd her sad and angry!!:( She shouldnt have known the person arnd her, the people arnd her is good to her but ths is the way she treated them. She shouldnt have met them. Maybe i am only good by hurting them,idk! They shouldnt have met me, especially to a few of the people who i have make them feel miserable arnd me.. I am sorry, for what i have did. Maybe i am not someone who is good for you. Especially to Mr.T. I dont care abt D, but now i care fr mr.T. Time changes that make evrythng arnd me change. Everyone is given a chance to develop and go as far as they could.... They must be given a second chance, but sadly d didnt gave me the 2nd chance. I do not know how shld i react and feellllll....... See ya soon... Yesterday didnt come school... Monday also wont be coming to school Not sure abt tuesday!!(:/:( Labels: Stand tall shine brilliantly and bloom  Hey readers.. didnt went to schl ystd..stomach pain ah... did went to the clinic ystd but ystd there was no doctor the whole day... so i only went to doctor today and get mc fr today but mom did wrote a letter to me... OH btw HAPPY belated 15th Birthday Faiz!!! may all ur wishes come true!! enjoy ur day and year ahead!!(: Nothng much happened ths fewe days but you know tons of exams is coming up and common test as well, its just driving me crazy.. Sickness sometimes really bring you down.. and makes you moody.. I guess that thinking to much abt mr T pains my head huh? it sometimes make you cried and etc... I still remeber wht MR T used to say to me... everythng, his contact numb, his msges wht advices he gave me, everythng is just a thng to remember. its just difficult fr me to frget him huh, aft almost a year+++ knowing sometimes it hurts.. Ite pictures i am going to upload it aft ths if fb didnt make any problem, hehe.. off people... going to blog again soon.. people keep my tagboard alive okay although i didnt update often, ihope my tagbord is still alive!!!(= Labels: When the truth came downa and when truth came out Tuesday, January 26, 2010 Life had been rather hard for me this few days... Packed timetable, supplementry lesson wow!!! packed giler, i dunt even have the time to approach a teacher if there is anythng i am in doubt with the subject.. Monday lessons ends at 0230, and Nyaa fd starts at 0300pm And ends at 0500, Tuition after tht ends at 0730 Tuesday : Lessons ends at 0300pm & there is film enrinchment programme till 0500.... Wednesday cca eends arnd 5.. Thursday is the only day i finished early at 0200pm.. Fri same as wednesday.. Packed giler... sat break and sun strats over again... I guess i wont be spending much time with frnds hope you guys understand.. will only spend with them during break etc.. After school cant make it!!! I tried not to care etc when i see you but i cant tahan you know, it just makes me want to cry more.... To see how happy you was, it makes me happy on the outside but not on the inside..:( I would be really happy if things dont turn out the way it was now... I tried to be perfect, but i can't... I tried to be who i am but i can't... Past is past too many memories to forget but i can't... I just tried to changed and make you realised... But when i came to think again maybe i am better off without you anymore!!:( Labels: Run out of pictures Saturday, January 23, 2010  Borrowed this book frm the school library yesterday and now i am at chapter 5.. the book is quite interesting.. some of the part really make me cry.. This book is really sweet... "LAST KISS OF THE BUTTERFLY" I just want to asked you, is there really no more space for me in your heart.. You lied to me when you said we start afresh, rite? Lets start from zero can? tons of hmwk and test are waiting for me.. revision, hmwk, etc omg so stress.... upper sec.. mon there is nyaa fd silver,... so looking frward to it lorh..!!(: there is one special girl joinig nyaa yeah!! Wednesday, January 20, 2010    Only 3 days of school and there is like a lot of things and test that must be completed(WTH) stress sia like tht, ths is wht it called sec 3 life.. its a really tough year huh? Stress: My god.. cme just taught abt tht and now i am feeling stress, seriously ohmy gee... i think becuz of mr neo who bring up the topic about STRESS.... I really have to motivate myself to stya strong and cope ah... WOnt be updating 3 days frm nw, concentrating on studies.. We seems to be drifting apart. We seems to hate eac other even more. IDC i am going to be thick-skinned and act like as if you never knew me and enter my life...(: Cried: I have to forget you. I ahve to forget your number. I have to forget our memories Its all past, its time for both of us to lead our own way and have the best in life. Phone spoiled, so wont be able to contact people for the meant time. less msg thn...(: Many thngs have chnged my life for the past 3 weeks of school... I get to sense that this year is going to be difficult.. Chatted with R just now, and to me is that while i was chatting with her i feel so calm and so relax no stress i like it, i love her so much.. going to look frward to talk to her in schl and msn to release my stress... TYSM, R!!!!(: Labels: things changed a lot Tuesday, January 19, 2010 Hey there, hello!!! won't be updating often now busy.. scheduled are tight....:( I just like today pushball, we are so united except fr one or twoo, so wth you know.... wont elaboratte much why we have to stay back today.. dunt want to be reminded... just posting to keep blog alive ah... people do tag more aites... dont let it be dead too.... basically i enjoyed today... i see less of you in school, which make me happy... for idk wht reasons.. but it just make me feel grate and happy not seeing your face... I am learning to let you go bit by bit.... I now learnt to forget and forgive even though i hurt much... See, there is two-sodes of a coin right? SO we must always thinks positively and negatively so it will not really affect us... Hahaha, sorry to you, i cant hold on trying to let you go..(:/:( Labels: two sides of a coin Sunday, January 17, 2010  Many things changes in life... I guess that there is no used anymore thinking about you... Its useless....(: I rather be happy then have you over and over again hurt me. Its like you think i have no feelings or wht.. But now i am trying to be a girl who is heartless/ no feelings.. By that maybe i will not be hurt*EVIL LAUGHS* One more thing is not used holding on. And I really Regretted not making you suffer and I really super regretted not making you cried, Ass Currently i am done studying fr chemistry(Covalent), FOod& Nutrition(Chap 2) And i am done with POA. But qn 3 idk how to do. Short post for now. CHemistry/ Love are meant to be gone.. It will only hert the people you used to care & love(:/:( Labels: Finally i can see Saturday, January 16, 2010  We used to sms for hours.We never failed to sms each other/ ignore each other. We used to walk past each other. You are the one that lightened up my day. It saddened me when the people you know become the people you don't know. Even elephants can walk past the friendship between us. It means there is a really big gap in us. I am sorry for all the things i did to you.  Its hard for me now.We always share our problems. But its all now memories. I have to erased it. memories are meant to b e erased and not remembered for me. Its worthe to know you for almost 2 years. You leave me for a reason. And in life there must be areason.  Over and Over again i keep on thinking.Over and over again i cried. Its no used holding on. We changed, and maybe we will be better without each other in our life. We have grown, so we know what is the best for us. I really do not know why it have to end up this way. It saddened me. I wish we never had to leave each other anymore/forever. I have wrote everythng i need to say at my private blog, personal.. which meant a lot fot me.. I wish you the best for the future a head. Maybe i shouldn't had known you at first. You should know my frend. With her you can joke and laugh arnd that is the same thing we used to do... Hey guys go and look at my tumblr. Labels: Past is past it cannot be changed Friday, January 15, 2010  Ths week can be said i enjoyed myslef at school... I got english, poa and idk wht to finished ths weeksends. and there will be chem, f&n and ss test.:( sigh havent study going study on f&n and ss thn chem.... 15 January meant a lot to me.. But i guess it ahev all gone to the drain for good i guess.. i can no longer tolerate it... its no used i guess ah... seeing your face hurts me a lot you know... it hurts to see your face.. maybe its going to be my last and the only time that i have to said ths in my blog if i am not wrong ah... i would my last time saying ths ah... cuz i can no longer tolearte it.. if i have the time to post more i will do it tml... tell you more info... i guess knowing you has been much fun time for me.. i will not frget all the memories i haev with you.. no longer.. i hope you will too.. * details more tml* I just love my ft.. he is fun to be with and furthermore i am his english rep... i always make him mixed up my name , amirah and yana... and i also mixed him up our register number.. when i make him mixed up my name and reg no. i myself will get mixed up,lol..(: ok thts all for the time being.. Labels: friendships will it last forever? Wednesday, January 13, 2010  hey readers finally now its time for to use the comp. Its been a long time since i myself update.. thanks fren, for upfdating for me... this few days had been rather busy.. sometime lesson even ends at 3.00pm, strating from tml onwards will be approaching teachers to help me out in studies. just now during geog and ss moodswing much becuz i was reminded of the past.. i just suddenly remembered everythng we have gone thru, thick and thin... seeing you make me almost cry just now and when my fren say ur name everythng remind me of you and the past we had. its beeeen too much for me.. i just cannot see you and hear your name. OH GOD PLEASE HELP ME!! i know behind everythng that must be a meaning to it You and me. How sad when you have to leave me. but do i have to choice to make you stay? Everythng now is gone. It took me 10 days to know you. 16 months to know you almost inside out. & the sad thng was tht i will take me 16 months to forget you. I guess its no use already. I don't care if you play a fool with my frends or what, but i just want to say this if you really want to leave me i am fine and i will be strong. I will prove that without you i can still survive and stay strong. Everythng has just gone to drain. But do not ever let me see your face ever again. It just hurts me.. To see your face it just remind me of our past the downs and ups we have gone thru. But one thng i want to say to you it have been great to know you. Inside out, those memories might or might not be in my heart and mind anymore. I am really sorry!!:( I just dont like you , your name and everythng relating to you. Please do not ever let me hear anyone saying your name Please do not act bossy or be jealous. You have ur own ability. you just act like a leader when you dont.. you try to control everythng including our life. please lah look urself in the mirror!! Have been a wonderful 3 days so far. been laughing my ass out with hz, yana, amey and haniss.. hillarious much, remember wht i wrote on the table just now guys with my hands!!(: I hope if we were to end, i hope you will have a better life!! I wish you all the best!! i do not know what io shld regrett you anymore... cause everythng i sjust tooo hurt for me. If there is time i will update and tell you more in details!!(: (toodles for now) Labels: 10 days 16 months and 16 months hurtful time Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Trust me you are not alone girlfriend. Oh hello , im not Nazirah , im her friend (you dont have to know who). Basically im updating cause she asked me too since its gonna be dead anytime when im not here to revive it. She's busy with studying , tuition and stuffs so yes she has no time to blog. Perhaps you'll see me updating for her but not everyday lurh! -.- So yes had a great laugh with her just now after class ends . Trust me you'll like her although you know her voice is loud cause im so luvin her now. (im not lesbian but as a friend i do love her) Well im just crapping here , theres nothing to blog so ill end here. And peeps do keep her tagboard rolling dont make it dead. Thank you lovely people. Friday, January 8, 2010   I guess everythng have to stop either way. & i have to be frank with myself. I have to be strong. Just let bygones be. But its just too deep for me, to accept you back!! I really do not know. If ireally should leave you alone and leave yo far or be together back. I now acted that you and i, our freindships have broke. Broken into thousands/milllions/billions of pieces. I really do not know if we are over or not. Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there. I really had it when i have to see/face you & yet you never smile or talk or sms me. Its like everythng have gone to the drain.. Everythng changed. 2 people tht i never wanted to hate i have to hate becuz of being bossy... The other one, the one i treasure the most try not to hurt tht particular person but wht i get in the end. In every stories, there must always be an ending. Be it a suspense/ happy/ sad/ horror/etc ending. In life evrythng must have an ending, be it friends, buddy, special person boyfrend etc etc... it must have an ending no matter wht. I really do not know how long i will hold on & stay & be strong. You hurt me twice but i ignored but now(?) How is it(?) Or i should put it these way: How is our friendship going to last(?) And how long are our friendship going to last(?) these is the only 2 qn i want to ask you, my _ _ _ Should i be happy or sad or wht(?) Labels: Behind every story there must be an ending Monday, January 4, 2010  Hey in a rush to sleep soon i guess.. sleepy giler.. the day before schl reopnes did not sleep the whole night. and furthermore did not eat during recess just now and had cca till 6pm just nw.. and when i was in the bus, i was sleeping with my eyes open and i am having a headache....:( Going be busy ths few weeks cuz of cca fair... short post for now.. i thnk my blog going to be dead.. i wont be updating often cuz mom wont let use comp tht often only on weekends or once/twice a weekk... how sad sia.. but nehmind.. most of the subjects dis year i am not with my frends.. i mean the teachers.. they shld know.. sad lorh!!:( Labels: Busy week and busy year Saturday, January 2, 2010  I swear i love ths girl... she is pretty ah... ookay saw her on thursady at lot 1.. cool or wht? its been a long time since i met her and finally i can meet her.. she is now more pretty and cuter... She is my best frend since primary schl.. since we were in pri 1-5 we were in the same class.. but only p6, we different class.. our class are just next to each other... i rmeber when p5 me and adilla was 2nd in class.. with the same overall marks.... there is more, i love her so much.. i also love fitriah, maisarah, almaida and syahfurah!!(: Labels: Let us rewind the time and remember the past   pictures of countdown and singapore idol on 27 at the indoor stadium, i i will upload it as soon as possible... a lot of resolutions ths year and i am so gonna try hard to accomplish all of it... my last day of 2009 was a blast.. i am so sure tht i am never going to frget it... Okay basically going off soon at 3 or 3.30 to rebond hair.. okay nw i am going to write who send me 2010 msg... so here it goes... 1) Sister, Zuhana: - Happy new year 2010 2 all.Hope dat tis yr will b better than d years b4 n all ur wishes cum true...Enjoy devening and take good care. See you guys real soon. Lotsa love, hugs n kisses frm zuhana. 2)Sister, Zuhana: - When the mid-nite bell rings tonight Let it signify a new and better things 4 u. Let it signify a realisation of all things you wish 4. Let it signify a year of courage and believes. Wishing u a very very very prosperous 2010. 3)Friend, Lim Zhen Wei: - Happy New Year!! 4) Friend, R: - Happy new year, guys! Enjoy the new year! Loves!(: 5) Sister, Nabila: -hey there happy new year 2 all of you hope all of you u have a fun time. may all that you wish fr come true.. Enjoy!!! Thanks guys.....!!(: love you guys a lot.. and there is one special person tht i will never reveals the name out. cuz tht person meant a lot to me.... Labels: A new year a fresh starts |
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