Nur Nazirah

Hey there... i guess someone really make my day on tuesday and
today at exactly 1200am..
to that someone thank you so much and because of tht
on tuesday i slept with a smile on my face..
wont be sleepin t0nite.. watching man utd vs wigan at
4.00 am til 6.00am.. gonna wake up early to buy poa books and stuffs fr schl..
then going to head down to gp..
tht special person shld know why..

actuallly was supposed to go countdown...
but i guess i am too lazy to go...
see how first lah, if i am not lazy might be going
and if nt staying at home..
to liana amirah and syuhaidah thx fr the place i asked..
but i dunt need it anymre..i alr got someone special tht can make
me smile every now and then, btw thx 3 of you guys...

2010 coming in less thn 23 hours...
haha, there will be absoulutely new resolutions and
of course a change in me..

will be rebonding my hair tml or friday, see how..
haha, going jb on sat
and making passport on saturday,too....
a lot of events.. currently watching wwe and
doing assignments..
so good right!!???

Labels: No pictures for now and thanks Mr special

Does crying and making me scream helps!!(??)
i need a space/ place for me to scream and
cry can anybody tell me where??

Labels: not in the mood to tell anythng

2days back my eyes was pain... i cried before i sleep..
and the first drop was on my left eyes.. so it means tht
i was sad and pain..i really do not know..

tml is the day.. going to sg indoor stadium with sister
to watch the sg idol.. hope tht can met up with haziqah and finaa
tml there, haha(random) btw thx haziqah for always being there for me..

Nur Nazirah today is a good girl..
she does her assignments...
she have done completing el summary,
composition and situaitional writting..
so far i have done completing both maths,
chemistry, half of physics(SUCKS much) and
english all completed except book talk..
yeah i am only left with book talk and review and a few
physics qn and i am done...ywah.....

okay, sms with finaa and zhen wei yesterday..
fun lots.. haha.. currently blogging...
blog hopping and facebook.. commenting conroy status..
haha.. few days back his name didnt appear at my
notifications at all but now his name every now and then
appear at my notifications board..
sometime he is really funny lor so does zhen wei..

D, without you i can still laugh and smile..
without you my life is still complete and
without you i am still alive..
i might not be used to not sms you but i'll try...
not tht i have found someone tht can cheer me up..
but i want you to chnage tht is all..
if you chnge thn myb i can chnge too..
schl is starting in days time, and i hope by the time
you will chnged/...
my life now i said is complete, but if you
were to enter my life again, it would be
suoer complete..
with all ur jokes and funny stuff tht make me laugh
like hell you really complete me..
but now you are in singapore yet
you are like ths.. can i say i give up on you(?)
i just hope as time past, we will be like before..
tht is the only one and last thng i asked of you...:)

with much love nazirah..
nights!!(=
its been a long time since i sand you a goodnight msg
which i used to send to you every night!!:(

Labels: starstruck and you cant see my heart beating

Hey there.. currently watching videos and
facebook.. just finished chatting with my
primary friend which is also my secondary
friend, Zhen wei.. Chatted for like 1hr (++) not sure..
enjoy chatting with him.. I miss my darling, Adilla
since zhen wei just mention her name minutes ago..

We really remembereed each other..
although its like 2years we didnt go out and meet..
i hope tht me and adilla will go out sometime
myb with zhen wei to play(sports activity)
we reunite again.. that will be super fun..
few days back chatted with adilla and now zhen wei..
before we 3 can be said quite close, only after
we are in the secondary life we didnt meet each other often..

My 2010 resolution is to meet and reunite with
zhen wei and adilla , haha.. will tht happen(?)
just wait and see...

currently nothng to do.. since mom is going out soon and im not following..
might be alone at home today..

yesterday was unbelievable, i slept at 5am
and woke up at 11.25am.. wow, only a few hours of sleep..
the waether seems dark, its going to rain soon haha..
at night will describe wht happened
tht alomost make me want to cry, oosshh!!!
i cannot type anymore, cuz i dunt want to cry!!:(

Labels: Well its almost over and done

Merry Christmas all!!!(:
I really need you!!(:
but everytime i sms you i never get a single reply!!!:(
no more sad moments.. 2010 a new resolutions for me..
and next year i will live my life to the fullest..

Haziqah i miss you, she is always there for me..
although i just met with her yesterday!!:)
She is my crying shoulder and she always lend me a shoulder to cry..

My new year resolution there is a lot..
obtw this year christmas was the BEST..
althoug stayed at home with family,
without 1st and 3rd sister..
i enjoyed ths christmas..was laughing my ass off with them..
my love ones!!(:

I really do not know.. you know now the only thng i want
to do is give you up!!!:(
but i just cannot say it to you tht i want to leave you.
can anyone say it for me to leave tht person..
i just cnt bear to say it to him..
cuz i know if i said it i will cry and tht is the
thing that i do not want to happen..

Labels: Take a breath

See the picture above..
i've yet to recieve anything about you since monday...
i am tired of waiting.. i wonder why sometime
i wait, but n the end i will be hurt..
lately all we do is fight, is it worth it(?)
i really do not know!!:(
i'm not saying i am hoping for much..
but i want something to change and
you are acting so strange
and right now i just cant bear to let you leave and
walk out of my life..

Today= FUN GILER RABAK(TIRING)
detalis are all in haziqah's blog..
i am lazy to describe, legs are tiring beb!!
another tiring day tmr!!(:

Labels: I am not ready to let you leave

Thousand words describe everything
there is this boy who makes
me laughs and make me smiles..(:
and the way he talks give me butterflies.
Just everything about him make me happy!!(:

WOW, today Nur Nazirah Bte Matlan Post 3 times, AMAZing much(:
Okat tml i will be going ou t to meet
HZ AND thn Syuhaidah if only mom allow me to go out!!(:
Furthermore, i have not been feeling so good ths few days!!:(
So SYu and HZ if i cannot meet you guys tml, i am super sorry!!
i am not feeling tht well...
I cnnot walk for long hours or my backbone and leg
going to be pain like just now i go to lot 1 and my backbone
now hurts so does my legs!!:(

Maybe tml going to ask sis accompany me to gek poh
cuz just now never go i must no matter wht go gekpoh
by tml, cuz i wll be busy damn busy ths last few weeks before 2010!!:(

Sorry People!!:(
I am missing you guys freaking lots but i am sick!!:(
*BOO* SIck

Labels: Butterflies

This pictures tell a thousand words!!(:
just tell me what it meant...
it have smethng tht relates to you and me!!(:
its our friendship.. How far have we gone through..
How many ups and how many downs have
we gone thrugh...!!(:
My ups with you is memorable one
but my downs with you is a nightmare!!:(

Labels: Boys and Girls

Its no use chasing after you.
I am over you, sucker(*oops*)
After thinking, maybe i was too crazy abt you
when actually i can find someone nicer and better..:)
I just cannot get to sleep now..
i guess i shld stop chasing for things and
let you chase for the things tht you want(:

i guess gf the xmas gift xchange is cancel.
most of you are busy, so(?) how tell me..
i am freaking missing syuhaidah, liana, amirah, haziqah..
i wish tht ths very moment thy are in front of me..
wth wishing for too much i guess(?)

Okay so later i mean today going to gek poh with sister..
she is not working, 2nd sis...
so at least i have someone to accompany me..
tell me people when am i going to start my assignments(?)
forget it lah, lazy haha..
only left with compo and book review...

ok lah peeps, goodnights and
have a sweet dreams!!(:
will update in the afternoon later!!(:

Labels: The way that i LOVED

Friendships. its evrything tht i need..
you dont have to be friends with only your own
race or only girls.
friendship is meant to be mixed arnd.
we can be very close to a guy friend and it dosent mean
we have special relationship with him....
when you came to mix arnd with different people
thn u came to know wht friendship is all about(:

Guess wht(?)
one thing to describe i am bored, BORING!!
furthermore i am lazy sia to go out..
i want to go out..and my assignments not done yet..
who want to do with me(?)
seriously ths year assignments just sucks!!:)
hmm, nothng much lah.. i am planing for the xmas gift exchange
with girlfriends.. haziqah , me & amirah is okay fine with it..
we will be either do it on 24 or 25 and we will
be also riding the singapore flyer.. its only 10bucks people..
the gift no need expensive furthermore its been like almost a month
since we last met rite(?)
so before 2010 starts we spend our time tgther lah, can..
next year we will be definately ready..
if 24,25, cannot we make it on 29 how abt tht(?)
its up to you guys.. just infrm me thru sms,tagboard asap,okay(?)
love you people...

sg idol grand finale in 5 more days..
and i am going to countdown..yeah!!
bt first i must finish up my assignments
first, if not i cannot go..
anybody want to lend me ur book review haha:)

Labels: believing in you

i am tired thinking and thinking!:(
crying when i think abt stuff which no longer can make it alive
i have been thinking lately(:
a lot of think is in my mind..
i dunt wish to sadened you or wht..
but i just do not know where is the
promise you make to me:(
to start afresh where is it? yes i know we
had already start afresh, but why are you still giving
me the stupid attitude(:
many things change my life and i changed(:

i do not know when i want to finish up the rest of my
homework wish is left with english(booktalk,compo,report)
hai i am too lazy(:
started maths tuition today!!(: i can catch up ah..
its very simple though but i really need to
memorise the formula(:
going to do well in maths and get 75marks and above
next year, yahoo!!(:

short post for now!! nothng much happened(:

Labels: to figure out the best of my life

Today headed down to westmall.
with syafiqah and haziqah and hz's friend..
haziqah won ticket to the sg idol grand finale on 27dec..
she got 4 tickets and i gt 4 tickets..
so 27 dec 2009 here i come..(:
hehe^^.... we screamed so lot lah..
until now my voice hurts.. i guess i have sore throat..
hahah(: but nehmind ah.. had lunch at kfc just now awesome..

Sms him today, aww i guess he is upset because if me..
i think cause i ask too many qn and keep on pestering
him to answer it.. cause just now i was freaking bored abd i
need some one to accompany me so i am not bored haha^^..
after a week of not msg-ing him, i guess
we need to slow talk and get back to normal(:

Labels: to be loved and to loved

Guess wht people i was supposed
to wake up at 8.20 am today but guess wht(?)
i woke 10am its like 1hr 40minutes...
and my arrangements frm 9 to 10 i cannot do it...
so i miss it..
seriously i am tired i sleep at 2am...
wow, the other day i sleep at 2 and 3am...

a lot of event happening ths month..
i am going to sg idol garnd finale,
going malaysia(?)
going countdown and
girlfriends i want to have an christmas gift exchange...
can my gf(?)
like me syu liana amirah haz the 5 of us(?)
the 5 of us exchange christmas give with one anthr..
on 24 or 25 can and the other reason is
becUse its been a long time since i met up with u guys..
okay, anythng contact me okay..
i miss the 5 of you lah so badly:(

short post for now, i am going out
bye bye people:) will edit later at night...

Labels: just want to be with you

Nothing much happen today..
today had late lunch with mom, first sister and younger sister
nothing to describe basically(:
so nothng to post actually..

One or two or three(?)
Pictures above describe mostly everything..
A long journey i have gone through.
But i never did complain anything..
i wish my journey of life is much more better...

" I love you more today than yesterday but far less han tomorrow"
cause everything changes and everything fade(!)
see the picture above(:

loving you was it the greatest or a nightmare(?)
i do not know.. because love is not truth..

to my friends syuhaidah and amirah and to my othr gf who
might alr have bf but i do not know..
" last long"
but i am telling frankly, you guys are still young
to have a relationship..
but if you are mature enuf tht is good.relationship needs
you guys to be mature and dun like one two three months break
that is wht i called "CINTA MONYET"
but frankly speaking i dont care if you have bf or not,okay..
i just want you guys to be happy(:
its still a long journey for you guys
and you guys are still young(!)

Labels: life is a journey

First of all congrats to my sister, Nadiah. Nxt yr she able to go
to sec 5 so does her frend, good job!(:

I do not know why but i do not know why i am miserable rite now..
school is opening in a few weeks time and my tuition starts next week(:
i miss my gf a lot(: its been awhile since i last met up with
syuhaidah, liana, amirah, shahirah, neena, haniss(:
i met up with haziqah 2weeks ago...
and i am missing someone badly(:

i wish i have some entertainment now!!
bored seh(:
but now i am going to watch tv, amigos!!(:

Labels: entertainment

Hey there, sorry for MIA-ing for quite sometime...
now i am back, okay..hehe^^...

See the picture above(?)
there is azura, my sister(nadiah) and faith...
tmr is the release of the n-level results..
i really hope that they really get to sec 5, achieve
wht thy want and i hope to see them next year as the oldest batch
in the school... i hope tht you guys will achieve and all ur hard work pays off..

okay wht shld i say(?)
i have been doing lots of thinking ths few days..
and some things have been in my mind
and i already decide wht to do...
i hope that be you or my gf are happy of the news that
i might be telling..
going to finish up my assignments tml...:)

no matter wht is my desicion i hope you guys are okay..
i got two desicion in mind, but i have to choose only one..
myb its the best if i jus keep quiet and no need to tell
them.. so thy wont be hurt etc..myb some might be happy.:)/:(

TAGS REPLIED HERE:
Finaa: Hehe.
nAZIRAH-fINAA:lol:)

J-ULIANA: You are linked bby! [:
Nazirah-J-ULIANA: okay ty... will link you too okay:)

Amirah: hello Nz , i miss you beb
Nazirah-Amirah: hey ... its been sometime since you tag me..
haha i miss you too...see you in 17 days i guess:)

AISHAH: nazirah !(:
Nazirah-AISHAH: hey aishah!!:) will link you soon okay?

izza: heyy. tagg ! imy pervert. anw. link me leh.
Nazirah-izza: hey, ty fr tag..will link you soon okay..
imy too lah..see you in less than 17days okay..

your sister: your sunday post got error..down with headache..not up with headache..
Nazirah-your sister: ooo..okay..thx fr spotting my mistake..hehe

Eyqa: hey ,was bloghopping and saw yr blog. link me up aites .and do tagg
Nazirah-Eyqa: hi:) oo i see... okay will link u up senior.. link me too..
i will link u when i free okay(?)

Labels: two is better than one

A long journey with ups and downs.
I met this one guy a year back.
he changed my life and we take care of each other.
Too many sad moments and happy moments.
But one thing that i would never forget
was what he did to me. he sacrifice a lot to me
for the past months we were tgther as a friend.
I never met someone who sacrifice a lot for me.
But i guess all his sacrifice went waste becuz of me.
I thrashed it away, by hurting him few months back.
he ignored me, give me the cold shoulder.
that point of time, i changed all becuz of him.
i know smetime i feel regretted but sometime i feel i don want you to leave.
Past 16 months with you teach me a lot.
i know we took almost a month not contact-ing each othr.
But we were back to normal, not tht normal..
as we just need to get used and fit in..

But one thing that make me cry evverytime was tht i wasted
all ur effort and ur sacrifice.. That is one thing that i could
NEVER repay you back the whole of my life.
I just wish for one thing. I could do what you did to me,
sacrifice and effort.. You never wasted any of ur effort on me.
And you never wanting something in return.
The biggest thing in my life that a guy did for me
was TRUE/ SINCERE SACRIFICE AND EFFORTS.<3
that wht make me cry every single day.
I hope i could be just like you one day and
pay u efforts etc that you did to me,
although i knoe you never wanted me to pay u back<3

Today was average..
I am sick now...
I'm up with headache, flu....!!=(
out tmr with mummmy....
Last pay day of my faast today..
tml can go out and eat with mummy!!HOORAY!!*muacks*

Labels: true sacrifice

Okay see the picture above?
Okay today is Nazrulhaq birthday!!
Hey kecoh boy, msg you in the morning to wish you.
So here i am to just do it once more.
Happy 14th birthday..
may all ur wishes cometrue and be mature enuf nxt yr!!=>
Anyway just enjoy! so gonna look at you nxt yr in long pants.

Okay today headed to jp to meet the 2 sg idol finals..
and i cannot believe it that i won 4 tickets to the sg idol
grand finale.... But now i am wondering who shld i bring?
everybody is asking me to bring thm...
so idk yet ah.... okay meet hz at 1145(?)
thn slack arnd the sg idol there.
i was the 1st one to move infront thn all the crowd started to
move too, fun rite!!!
okay thn shake hand with sylvia and her autograph.
and got sezairie drawn face and his autograph....
okay aft tht slack and thn headed home arnd 3.30?
meet a lot of westwoodians (juliana, sufiah, raheja, aishah)
overall today was awesome..

Woke up at 9am today...
D, was supposed to wake me up at 8.30am
instead he woke me up at 10.43am(?wth)
thn he sms me once i never replied, asked if i woke up alr or nt?
call my prepaid fr phone i never answer.
Call me line phone too i never answered!!
so thn sms he back i woke up alr, like obviously..
but i just say ty to him to check if i wake up alr or nt...
D, must have the hard time trying to get thru me early mrning
just like wht i did to wake u up twice ths week, hehe^^

Okay had been msg-ing D oftn now,
like what we used to do before.
but i just cnt see the closeness anymore between us
anymoore.. but i promised to make our frendship like before...
had been msg-ing hom everyday frm like
2.55pm till 10+pm everyday..
he had been keeping accompany all this while...
so everyday arnd 40 till 100+ msged recieved frm him..
ths is like more msg-ed thn lst time before we fought..
haha, nehmind lah!!!
so my holiday, not sucks anymore....
* i just want us to be like before, normal*
i hope we can, yeah! suddenli i miss wht we used to do last time...

You were the only one who make me strong every single day.
You were there to make me happy, whn im down.
i know ths week i scolded u becuz i was angry at someone else..
i know u scold me back cuz u want me to calm down,
just like how u used to do before.
i do not know why i ever met such a nice guy like you in my life.
if its nt becuz of you, i am not who i am..
i got to be frank with you, i shouldnt have doubted you.
you treated me very differntly, not like how u treated
ur ex or your girl classmate or my frends..
you were very gd to me, but idky i did wrong to you.

more tml, okay!!!!
i wish everythng chnge!!

Labels: Happy birthday Nazrul and i never knew you meant a lot to me

* Where did i go wrong this time round *

What did i do now?
i realli do not want to be kept in the dark.
You appearing in my life, everything
changes and i hope to better but why it happened again now.
I really need to know.
I do not want to waste any more cry for you,
its hurtful and you never appreciate it.

Things get better through whtever.
If i fall i would want you to catch me
I had enuf,
Dont give up, thts wht you told me.
I do not know if i could be firm now.
I do not know what is the RIGHT DESCION
i should make....
I never want to give up for you,
i really need sometime alone.
Please do not contact me

I need a shoulder to cry and
a ear to lend now...
But not you, i am sorry
i need time alone and sorry if i do not
reply your sms or calls.

Labels: Just stand up and everythin will be alright.

Labels: tell me that there is a miracle

Memories in mind..
2 ladies in photo who are always behind
me no matter what, caring for me!!
And to say this to them tahnk you,
I LOVE YOU GUYS & I MISS YOU GUYS FREAKING
damn a lot!!=> hope to meet up soon!!

hey there, wondering what am i doing at this time?
its like already 12.50am and i am not asleep.
I have been having insomnia.I cnt sleep at night and
only able to sleep in the afternoon=<..
Okay now currently not using usual comp.
Now inside room using sister lappy, how good...

Now a proper post which i usual express my feelings
in every post i wrote.

You thought me this and that,
You thought me not to hope for something that
might not happened.
But tell me will there be mirCLES happening between
our friendship?

You only need me when you think you need it.
You throw me away when you dont think you want me.
What do you treat me as.
Friends are giving me standard problems.
Yes i know its difficult, but have you ever given me the
chance and tell you wht i think,
NO!! you didnt you inly think of yourselves.
Its the same standard you gave me every month,
Hai, i am fourteen and next year fifteen.
If things wont change idm.
I will only concentrate on my studies.

Labels: Path which one should i choose?

Everything changes now.
Hey readers, i am back.
Sorry for not updating this few days,
had been rather busy and not in the mood to update.
WOn't be updating so often now, okay. WIll Be MIA-ing.
a lot of things have to be done by this week.

Last week a lot of things happened wont elaborate.
Today woke up at 4+ am to start my fast.
Pay back my fast, lah.(6days)
then sleep back at 6am.
Woke up at 8 almost 9.
See my phone to see what time is it.
And a few more minutes to 9 or can say in 30 sec to 9am.

took my line handphone, then called D
to wake him up as he told me too the night before.
i had difficulty calling him as he wont pick up my calls.
Called him 4 times and msg-ed him twice.
then he msg me back, he woke up already.
WOW!! my 2nd time woke him up but this is the toughest.
okay whtever, SKIP ah!!!
today was basically average lah.
nothing much happened... so nothing to say!!

Watched SEA games at 4pm jux now.
Singapore VS Mynmar
2-1( Singapore won)
I was screaming like mad women watching it, so stressful lah!!
=>. okay i am done here.
Sorry if its boring, nothng to post.

You tell me, am i expecting
too much from you?!
What should i do?
Are you a perfect stranger now to me?

Labels: everything you do, i got nothing to say.

I miss ths group of people:
1) Girlfriend ku
2) 3 Boys(zul, faiz, nazrul)
3) my junior
4) my senior(kelly, azura, faith,nadiah)
5) 2A boys kecohness
6) my classmate

Pictures of them are on top so take a look.
I miss that so much lah. hope to see them soon.

Happy 14th birthday Adli(2c)
Happy Birthday in Advanced Crysatl, enjoy ur day!!

Labels: you were all by yourselves

Im Nazirah, 14.
I have facebook,Msn if u want ask me personally
through the tagboard!

Haslinda
Haziqah
AmiRah
Liana
Haniss
2B

Aiping
Aishah
Adli(adik)
Amalina

Chelsea
Cindy
Crystal

Eyqa Senior

Farah
Fienaz

Finaa Junior

Gina Senior

HuiMun

Ivyz
Izza Junior

Jaslin
Joycelyn
Juliana Senior

Kohwoon

Li Khim
Lois

Nina Senior
Nur Atiqah Junior

Rachael Senior
Regina
Rizz Junior

syafiqah
Sufiah
SyaraFeyna Junior

Titus

Yuling

zhi xuan

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