Nur Nazirah

Below are the picture of my JUNIOR, that
i MISS like so badly so let me name them.

1) there is Atiqah
2) Izza
3) Syara Feyna
4) Meera Afini
5) Finaa

I badly miss my junior lah.
hope to see them pretty soon...

Life have been rather average ths week.
class bbq so excited can see my classmate lah...
like finally and long time didnt see them.

going to get my new hp on 12 december.
going to rebond my fringe on 15 december.
going malaysia soon.
going to renew my passport after 15 december
going to start my maths tuition on 21 december (excited)
going to do all my assignments by this week.
going by books soon.
and a lot more.
that have to be done by the end of december.

You stabbed/killed me with a knife yesterday. causing
me to lose a lot of blood.
i thought i was dead at that moment of time,
but i did not i am still alive.
i lost my blood for you but i will still love you.

D coach me with my maths yesterday thru sms
and sms a lot with him, we r okay i guess.. fun msg-ing him
yesterday and today in the morning.

Labels: your feeling so deep inside

Been like 2days didnt update and i am sorry.
hmm long post heere, i think idk...

27.11.09:
Hari Raya Haji headed to Both Grandma House
One At Jurong West St 81
And Then other one At Tamppiness.
Bla2 Take picture, and will upload it AT FB.
nothing much happen, but totally laugh a lot with
crazy uncles.

28.11.2009:
Woke up at 10.20am
and do stuff and then bath
and then went out with sister, Hidayah.
Cabbed diwn to Jp to do UOB Card fr sister, Nadiah.
Then arnd 4 trained down to orchard.
First we went to Takashumaya, then to Wisma
And then to tangs, to Far East Plaza
and then to tangs and then to taka/wisma
and then lastly to ION orchard.
Then we trained home arnd 10.30pm.
we reached home arnd 11.30pm.
I bought biker jacket, 2 pairs of shoes
And one shirt.
And of cuz my teddy bear.
Had fun but then tiring. Was a blast.
Ok then had a great sleep cuz i was tired ah...:)

29.11.2009:
Happy Birthday Haniss.
Sorry for the posy. I was just throwing my anger when i
saw wht u said at ur post and idw anymore fights,
Just let bygones be bygones.

Then woke up at 8.45am
talk to sister.
Both suster hidayah and nadiah were off to work left me alone.
didnt had breakfast today.
Took a bath at 9.55am
and get ready today, wpre a long skirt
a shirt covered with biker jacket.
Then took 172 and met with Syahfurah at sunshine bus stop,
Then we headed to madrasah with our home clothes
to take our report book.
saw my fav.ustazah today my ft so happy ah
hehe^^....
Got 5th in class this year.
Every year cobfirm get 5th in class at madrasah.
i want get 3rd cannot.
Only last year i get 4th, gonna work hard.

Nothing much happen, updated today so wont be updatin
so often ths time, gonna finish up with assignments..
Going to get D to help me with assignments thru
sms or msn.
toodles....

You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark grey sky,
I was changed.
In places no one will find
the feeling so deep inside.
In your eyes can see everything i hope we changed
but i am asking just too much for us to chnge.
33days not contact-ing you.AMAZING!!!=(

Labels: It lasted forever and ended so soon

Hey haniss, i saw what you wrote at ur post.
And sorry if this hurt you.!! But i didnt meant too
ur recent post where there is syuhaidah's name and gang.
Okay, we are nt happy when you cancel our plan,
but we r a bit angry okay. We are nt happy when u cancel our plan
which u alr knw weeks before schl holidays...
We have plan so hard fr this fr ur birthday
but u cancel. Its ur desicion i know.
But you don't have to say that maybe syuhaidah and gang
are happy whtsoever. we are not!!!
Whatever shit ur desicion is we respect, but when we ask
u or we sms you if you know tht we are going to ths place
you say you dk whtever shit..
Okay idw elaborate more, but i wht to say
dun ever judge us and say tht we r happy etc.
idk if i shld use the word guilt to you...
but whtever it is, you crushed our plan away...
Whtever ah i am tired of all this..
you can celebrate with anyone you want,
but the only thing i can say is that do not judge us,
see who ur true friends are.!!

Exactly 30days i didn't contact you which is already a month.
I wish we didnt have to do this, we are still lying to each other
when we say we want to start afresh, but NO!!
We are still lying, we are lying cuz we r still angry at each other.
Why must this happen, i just can't simply frget you just like tht.
All the memories are still inside my heart. Be it bitter or sweet.
I hope things will change soon.
Oh btw thx fr helping me in my maths although its thru sms..=)
Thank you i really do appreciate it.

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Hey there, life ah average...
I feel so excited on 28.11.2009
My pm got right, But sadly in less thn a month time
i will start my maths tuition..
while evrybody still enjpyingt heir holidays, i
am stuck with tuition and maths here i come again!!=)
suddenly i am excited on maths cuz i really want to do
well and score well and get like 75 marks.
Oh even beat my sis Nadiah who gets 80++ marks fr maths
seh.. Haha, will try hard and i will never give up.

Assignments:
2 Maths Done
English Compre Done
Chemistry Done
Physics done

Left with:
Compo
Situational writing &
Book review.

You are back, cool isn't it haha?!!
But wont be texting you!
I will be busy and have no time for you.
Myb aft bbq i will be going to malaysia
and going to renew my passport!!
So good, going with sister lah!!
I want go GENTING lah haha whtever.

Okay outtoday, with 3rd sis to jp and
Ten mile junction sheng siong.
Myb tml out with 2nd sis ciz she off idk,
have been going so often now.
Its just like my June holiday cool,
going finish up my hmwk toodles.

Labels: Guide me through

I miss my June holidays.
Where my 2nd and 3rd Sister always brings me out...!!=)
Now my holidays i haev been doing the same
routine over and over again...
Now my 2nd and 3rd sis have been working
so cannot go out.
ONly Left me alone at home shit sia..
BORED!!

OKay now mrning wake up at 7am
thn bath and thn get ready and thn
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
thn 10 headed to schl meet hz at jp
and thn headed t o schl fr some stuff
so the netball and the ncc people.
Netballers were eating their breakfast
then the ncc were doing marshail arts?
thn collect $
and thn ask mirmo come down
and we lepak bt we did hmwk
and thn headed jp eat with hz and off home...

Okay short post for now!!
waiting fr sis to be back home at 10
its long

Will update when i want too..
WOnt be online at night!!=)

Why you have to give me a test.
Its difficult for me to cope
but if you were to be by my side
maybe i can cope!!=)
But now you are now by my side
anymore i can't cope.
Don't leave me!!!=(

Labels: Stranger

Pictures do the talking not in the mood to say anything,
Won't be online at night!!=)

Labels: Wasting my breath

Random Post here:
okay woke at 9.14am thn took a bath
and had breakfast at macdonald at lot 1.
with nadiah(3rd sis) and Hidayah(2nd sis)
we talk and gossip a lot gossip sister.
ANd then accompany sis to jurong west with big breakfast
sis give it to who idk ah...
thn went to jp and buy starbucks and headed homw.
while walking to the int saw the 2 ATIQAHs
RUNNING?

headed home arnd 12.30 and thn play sis
lappy and went off to sleep till 6
and thn woke up eat bla2...

Okay proper post:
ystd was fcuking tired lah..
you know i know why..
haha okay.. i feel sad thnking abt you
but somethng funny happen,
usually i would cry but today i didnt.
What does it mean?
You are going off on mon and will return on wed how sad:(

okay will be going back to schl on tues
study with ms o, my girlfriend want to follow?
oky sorry if the post is boring.
not in the mood. ok gtg bb
wanna sleep like a pig again.

Is all this a test?
Cuz you want to know if i changed anot?
i will changed as much as i could!!
I told you once tht you were my hero and will
still be my hero no matter wht, i PROMISE you that.!!=)
I do not want everything to be over

Labels: Is it over?

Hey peeps, IMY peeple out of sudden
okay currently just gt hme less thn 2 hrs ago.
got home arnd 8.45pm.. was kinda late.
Out with syuhiadah, Syuhadiah younger sister and syafiqah.
We went jurong east, jurong west, and jurong point.
we like walk frm pioneer all the way to jp.
legs are jelly now. will update more tml.
Going to turn in soon after this.
Had a lot of things to do.

Will be going back to schl n tuesday with Ms O.
I want her help me with assignments the assignments are freaking tough oi!!
Hope i will manage to finish maths by tuesday with her.
GirlfriendKU, you guys want to follow me study with Ms O? we do
assignments tgther?
Anythng tag me.

And 2B, you guys pay me on tuesday wait fr
me outside school at 10 or 10.30am
after i finish lesson with Ms O, i lazy y'knw meet you guys one by one
furthermore, i waste my ez-link.
if too difficult rite, you guys meet me at CCK,
which one you guys prefer lot 1 or jp??
You Decide

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hey there currently text-ing people.
Okay, meeting classmate tml to meet them and collect money
some of them only the rest they will give me either on
mon-thur.
Okay busy here and then, didnt even have the time to touch my assignments
today, even one qn. will do it tml.
i am waiting for ms o, reply i want her to teach me some maths qn
it was very tough lorh dead sia..

Okay after this going to switch account and do smethng fr
10 minutes and then offline.
I have been spending a lot of time this holidays
with Syuhaidah and Haziqah.
To the rest of my girlfriends i am sorry, i hope you
understand. But if you guys wants me to hang out with you ppl
during the holidays text me okay and i will try to make myself free..
I know i am not giving my time accurately but i hope you understands me?
i have a lot of things going on and i really hope you will nt think wrongly.
Okay sorry GIRLFRIENDS KU. But no matter what you
people will still be in my heart.

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Hey okay now currently very busy ah abt the class bbq thingy.
But i am going to do my best ah. will be busy this week and next week.
Hope i have the time to do my assigments.
Okay just now met up with syuhaidah, haziqah,syafiqah.
They were my laughing buddies.
We met at JP library. WAH!! cannot do assignments sia.
laugh like hell and gossip non-stop.
i cannot stop laughing and making jokes with them.

Will collect the class bbq money next week,busy.
Oh even tml if they want to give me....
People just sms me if you need me to online or what.
Cuz i will be rather busy and have less time to online
this two weeks.

Pictures below, enjoy!! Sorry for the short pOST+)

Labels: Laughing Buddies

Forgetting you was the hardest.
Letting you go was the hardest.
I really don't know what to do.
I thought i could hold on but i can't.
I cried remembering everything. Although no use crying.
I am leading a happy and hyper life. No more sad.
But why is it difficult for you to just let me go
and let me have a fun life nt miserable.
You are just trying to destroy my life.

Everything relating to you i deleted.
Including your number. But i just HATE myself.
I cannot forget your number although i deleted.
Cuz i already memorise it. I want to forget everything but hard.
I do not want to think abt you anymore.
You make me sad thinking abt you and cry.
But i try not to remember about you..

I heard someone calling your name but at that
point of time i was only dreaming.
I thought you were right infront of me but i
was only dreaming.
I wish it was not a dream but the fact it really happened.

I just wants to be happy with you.
And smile always while i am with you.
But now i will feel akward, cuz i have to do all the stuffs
alone without you and any distractions, but i will try!!=)

Out with Syuhiadah tml to do assignments.
See how good girl we are? haha^^
Haziqah and Syafiqah will come in a bit later.
But nehmind but at least i get to see my ladies.=)

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Okay basically below are the pictures taken during the cca camp.
My fascilitator is KELLY YAP AND SYUHAIDAH HUSNA.
Actually i group 5 but thn chnged to grp 2..
Cool right, ok i enjoy a lot... I like the ghostly passage..
I went to the main station.. Shouted so loud that
many people can hear. and then we tried 4 times...
I was freaking scared but luckily there is Kelly...
Okay 2nd day was AWESOME. I was so hyper lah...
Okay done with camp lazy to elaborate.

This week is going to be a busy week..
So Girlfriends or whoever i cnt go out ths week. But myb one or two days can ah..
I want to do finish my Assignments by this week..
Its freaking a lot. After 2 weeks that can go out..
Okay short post. I want do smething will online back at night...
Miss You.

No use holding on when we are in this condition.
I do not know what to do anymore.
Should i just let you go.
I have enough of hurting. Now you meant nothing in my life.
You are just a hatred in my life.
* BACK OFF *

Labels: No use

Random ppictures which i found in my folder.
Ok basically after this going to offline and pack my bag for camp tml.
Need to reach school by 1.45pm
Its 2D1N. Ok basically all the things i need is ready ah
just need to put inside my bag. Will be back on Saturday, but wont be updating
ah confirm tired will update only on sunday or monday.
Saturday will go homw by 5.30(earlier or later)
I will be able nt to online fr 2days.
Hope its going to be fun..
Meeting Haziqah at jp tmr at 12, i think...

Trying to continue my life without you.
Now without you in my life i am still happy.
But at times i am still reminded by you.
My mind thinking of what we have gone through fr the past almost 15months.
You used to be important in my life, but now i just treat you ordinary.
If we were to start afresh i will consider baack.
Before when you did not msg me fr a day i was fine..
2 days also fine but 3 days if we didnt msg each other, we
two will start msg-ing each other.
But now its like 16days we didnt msg each other, and i dont mind at all.
I dont see a need anymore. I never want you to
walk out of my life neither do i want you stay in my life, idk.
I just miss everything we did fr the pass 14months.
We creating new name fr each other, where i always create a lot of name fr you.
You being my wake up call.
You making jokes while msg-ing and etc.
i will miss all that stuff, but now i cannot wish/hope fr a lot
of things to happen between us anymore..

WILL BE MIA-ING FOR TWO DAYS!!=( WILL UPDATE
AS SOON AS I CAN, MISS YOU READERS.
MISS YOU LADIES,
MISS YOU AS A FRIEND AND WHAT WE ALWAYS DO

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Hey ths week is totally busy for me..
Tml out with you
Watch movies, doing assignments etc...
I had been rushing in doing things ah cuz no tiem already..
Fri & sat will not be updating..
Will be off to camp.
Sunday maybe going out...
Friday i hope i will get wht i appeal aites?
short post for now, in a rush to do smethng..

I still havent pack fr the things for camp.
I hope i have time to do it bytonight or tml aft
watching movies and doing assignmets.
GTG now...
I love my LADIES...

Is it true that i will be better off without you?
Is it worth to hold on our friendship that.
15 months is coming..
4 more days to 15 months...
I hate if 15/11/09 come cuz we are still not okay..

Random Picture=)

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You guys meant a lot to me. Every single one of you.
The seven of you. I know i am closer to the other 3.
But that dosent mean that you guys are nthng to me.
I just are closer to the 3 of them. And to me the 3 of them
meant a lot to me. I never wanted to leave the 7 of you.
I am trying to give time for everyone but i can't.
I am sorry if i have been spending too mich time with
Syuhaidah, Shahirah and Haziqah. But they are the one are with me
when i need them. To me now they meant a lot to me.
So does the rest of you, but the 3 of them are just much more
important.

Its like the second week of school...
And i havent touch my assignment.
Assignments are killing me seh..
Hmm There is 7 assignments need to be done.
But i only do 2..

2 Down, 5 More to go.. GOodluck..
Busy week this week.. Out this wed/thur.
CCA camp Fri and Sat, pfft...

Will Update at night if i online and i am free...
Please do not ignore me anymore. You know the truth, What you need to know.
But why are stilll keeping quiet?

Edited:
Why are you still giving me the cold shoulder?
You told me once you know everything we will start afresh..
Now you know everything what? Why are you still giving me the cold shoulder.
Listen i am tired already ah with everything.
Now i do not care already we want start afresh or not.
Ahh, i know i did wrong you also sia..
Whatever forget it. I also do not care if you are there for me or not.
No use holding on to a friendship if you are still this way.
I give you the choice you do not want.
Whatevr Boy..

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My AWESOMEST LADIES: Syuhaidah, Haziqah & Shahirah.
watch movie at syuhaidah's house. 4 movies outdated movies but it was fun..
hmm, evryone of us is interest in every show.
hmm we were gossipping, thts wht we do when we gather rite?
hmm, there is ths necklace tht evry 4 of us get,
it was JUST SO COOL, right?=) haha, there is a shirt tht me syuhaidah and shahirah
thought tht is cool, but since didnt bought money so wont b buying ah..
maybe nxt time...
thn home me and haziqah gossip again.

You always there when i need you.
You never leave me alone.
In my dictionary there is no such things as being leave out
and sorry.
Becuz in the world every single one of us
make mistakes be it big or small.
some mistakes really need an apology, but some
not necessary at all.
I am happy of who and how i am mixing with people.
But one promise to you guys, even if i am closer
to " THEM " i will never forget the res of you.
EVERY 7 of you are in my " HEART". nobody can replace them.
Even though we fights.

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The seven ladies that will no matter what be in my heart.
No matter where you guys go , i will follow.
I never wante dto leave you guys alone.
I want the seven of us together.
And not 4 on one group, 4 on the another group.
Please make the wish come true.
You guys meant a lot to my life, part of my life.
I know past few weeks i have rather been down,
but now the NUR NAZIRAH BTE MATLAN( NZ ) that you guys know before
is back. The carziness and hyperness is back.
Thanks For all the notes, encouragement that you guys gave me when i was
down!!! i appreciate it a lot.
Especially in order who write the note to me at their blog:
Syuhaidah, Haziqah, Liana And Amirah thru msn and blog.
- syu, haz, liana for giving me the advice tht u guys can give.
- for the rest thx fr making me as much as possible to be happy=)
Love you=)

- Nur Nazirah
- Syuhaidah Husna
- Siti Haziqah
- Nurliana
- Nur Haslinda
- Nur Amirah
- Haniss Maria
- Shahirah Sabto

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We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us. The hardest to do is waking up without you and you taught me how to love and not to stop. The times we were happy together are worth the times I cry alone. And Loving you was my favorite mistake.

You Came Into My Life. I Thought You Were the one who can changed my life, and you did. But After you did all that, You ruined Everything. You Really Destroyed My Life. I Thought I Was The Most Cheerful Person Ever To Have Known You, But I Was Wrong. I Regretted knowing You. I Really Do. Give Me SOmetime. Give Me Sometime To Think. Why I Have To Know You At First, You Ruined Everything. You Ruined My HAppiness.

I Know I Am wrong to say all that about you. I Am so confused, i hate this feeling. I Miss everything we used to do before=) all the happy moments i spent but now everything is ruined, its miserable=(

Do You Loved?
Not Now. i DO Not Feel Any Loved. What I Feel Is My Life Being Ruined

I Am Sorry, If Everything I Do Hurt You Like So The Badly.
I Am Just Doing What You Used To Do To Me.
I Do Not Want To Be Hurt. I Just Want You To Feel How I Feel When You Hurt Me.

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You Came Into My Life. I Thought You Were the one who can changed my life, and you did. But After you did all that, You ruined Everything. You Really Destroyed My Life. I Thought I Was The Most Cheerful Person Ever To Have Known You, But I Was Wrong. I Regretted knowing You. I Really Do. Give Me SOmetime. Give Me Sometime To Think. Why I Have To Know You At First, You Ruined Everything. You Ruined My HAppiness. I Never Wanted To Say All This But You Drag Me To Say All This. You Were The Person That Always Make My Life Liek Perfect But What You Did, Make Me Changed My Thoughts Of You. You Know That I Never Say Something That Is Bad Abt You, Everything Is Good ABt You. But You Changed All My THinking You The One Who Force Me, I AM Sorry. =(.

I Wasted My Whole Time Waiting Something Good To Happen, But What Did I Get back In Return. 3 Words For Me To Say To You Now: I Hate You. Why Did You Even Bother To Enter My Life, If You Know You Just Ruined It. You Ruined Everything When i started TO Trust You, But What Did I Get. You Should have hurt me form the start what. now after i already know you that well, you hurt me completely. you tear my heart. You Know or not how much i ahte you now, i never hated you this much but now i guess i did. i remember you say no used taking revenge back. but i am sorry, i will take my revenge to you. i am going to dump you like how you dump me. i want you to know how i feel now. a lonely person because of you. i cannot get back what i used to be, because of you, F =(. You

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I Am not in the mood to blog now. just for the sake of keeping ths blog alive, i blog.
i do not know anymore, wht shld i do. maybe 15.11.09 its time fr me to tell you everything and let us lead our own way. 15.11 is th 15 month i know you. i specially choose the date so that the date is the date we met and leave each other.
i will give you sometime like how long i need the time too..
i do not how long but just lets wait and see for 15.11.09, sorry.
its up to you to accept my apology or not,. i am already tired of every single thing. trying to leave my life without you existing in my life. trying so tht i will nt suffer when i say bye to you.:(

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Im Nazirah, 14.
I have facebook,Msn if u want ask me personally
through the tagboard!

Haslinda
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