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Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Tired!!!! just like 1+hr return hme frm schl aftr cca ended at 6.55pm like wth so tired haiya nehmind lah we need work hard cuz ths saturday is the performance alr wht? I never needed u to chnge at all... but why it happened again and again without fail? why it has to always happened to me? whn i look into the sky i cn breathe properly without people disturbing me at all.... and i want tht to happened to us... but sadly it cnt rite? my hope is gone and the sky hope fr us to be back is gone and i am sorry...? I alr dunno wht to say to u anymre i feel so helpless and useless sometym and i dunno if the descion i make is the truth or is it wht i myself dunno wht i am doing actaully? be in ur on way and path mind ur own way and path i do not care anymre becuz i am to hurt alr... my heart is tear into pieces alr and i dunno wht to do.. i scared if it is broken even more smethng will happened... 25% of my heart is broken into pieces alr so i will just leave it to the ppl tht will put all my heart pieces back tgether as one Tuesday, July 28, 2009 I have created onsugar as my new blog... but i will not delete ths blog, it has a lot of memories be it sweet or bitter... I promised to be active in both my blog, onsugar, twitter and facebook.... If i didn't update here go look at my new blog onsugar: http://nazirahmatlan.onsugar.com I promised to be active in all the 4 sites okay? see u on the next blog, onsugar hey finally bogger is recover like yeah but i just make onsugar so wht a waste rite? blogger blogger.....hai hai.... todae interview briefing ok ah... how abt fri how do i feel? Labels: new blog Monday, July 27, 2009 hey hello... didnt update much lately sori peeps had been busy lately with all sorts of things,.... i realli need to start studying i want to pass and move on to sec 3 with the rest of my classmate.... and do not want to disappoint people..i realli need to focus on studies and CCA and tht is it... past few days had been very tired due to some activities and etc was like omg can it be worse? TODAY: had sc investiture early in th morning i was almost late seriously.... art okok lah... while goin to art sutun shout at my ear was like wth? thn recess okok ah CME nthng much... maths ms o was absent again.... maths mr lim and NIE teacher take over mr lim was like touching my hair like syg haha lol... was fun overall.... before tht ppl locked me outside the classrm and nt me who gt scolded bt tht prsn locked me again ah... see nw wht had happened i didn't complian hor english fun ah ...take photos was realli frust with people during maths and until almost end of english..touch touch anyhow touch funny is it... and the irritatiting 2A keep on closing my class door but cnt cuse i locked till it cnt be close properly..... todae cn be said fun and irritaiting day fr me... yest msged was the fun haha.... to mY ASS: i wish tht we could be tgther... but i am sorry i chnged u chnged her chnged.. people do chnged i agree but i thought we could be back but i guess nt anymre... it is better tht we lead our own ways take care of our business and nt others i am sorry i got to say we cnt be back tghther anymre... even if u cnged i cnt i am sorri i cnt accept u back.. i thougt u were different but u were not and i have to be positive and negative in thnking sometym so i am sorri...even if u chnged i cnt accept u back to who actuallu u are..... Labels: busy ah Saturday, July 25, 2009 hey there these few weeks had been lazy to update; update less but becuz i am busy with CCA and FD costume haihai hope weeks to come will be less busy and etc...... were off to schl todae at 8.30am till arnd 5pm fr CCA were at schl frm 8.15-11.15pm and thn headed to JP with haziqah amd eat there at 2-5 rehersal at gek poh or man tiring and pissed off at GP.... arghh... seriously no mood... saw dinie and hazim at gp while we were heading to JP.... end of the week of schl ths week was full laughter i say seriously and i gt to say i even prefer ths week thn any othr week i hope to build ths energy every week msging the whole way since i was at gp till i reached home msged a lot we even cnt decide over a smalll thngs and tht show how childish we are!(: but usually childishness is wht i like.... To be frank: i thng he had no mood ths week and idky.... he told me yest he was tired and had family problems etc... i dunno wht i should do to help out ah idw anybody to be sad..... reached schl jus nw saw a bunch of soccer player under 17 tht includes the sec 2 u'know who i referrring to.... wow todae is so tired and gt religious class tmr and go GP tmr to accompany haziqah buying shoes fr fd.... nehmind usually saturday was bored but nw it isn't... CCA fr next week is on tues, wed, fri and saturday OMG lah!! will be tired fr sure hope will have a rest aftr ths particular play.... we are like so tired lah!!:( nehmind lah i hope tht teacher will be kind to us lah hahaha oh yeah i dunt want u to be sad i dunt mind we guys being childish and quarrel over a small thngs becuz over childish tht is wht we are used to and idunt mind u to be overreact seriously! but dunt my limits cuz i will frustrated of it!!! up to here fr nw tired and wanted a rest becuz i didnt really had much of a sleep ths week hope aftr the play and fd i will be a ble to sleep peacefully like i could and sleep like a pig and dunt mind wht others thng of me i am just too tired i cn see my wrinkles and eye back growing seriously!!! Thursday, July 23, 2009 todae was late to schl arrived arnd almost 9am ppl know the reason y... aftr recess was the fun we guys play like hella and my stomach hurts becuz i was laughin all the way zulhilmi make me laugh like arghh.... he is fun and faiz even ask me to take my temp.becuz i laugh too much... i cn even layan him by holding my thermomter it was fun though to laugh with them and got to say thy brighten day with all the jokes and fun thngs fd was fun bt tiring though.... u were angry again and upset i know u gt lots problem but i dunt want to see u in ths state i hate it i makes me feel sad and feel useless i do not want to see u like ths anymre if u dunt want to hurt me dunt be like tht anymre rmbr wht u say u will be happy and etc whn u care fr ur love ones but y like ths i hate it u know i dunno wht thng had gone into ur head i tell u alr share ur burdens with me to see u like ths i feel useless and hopeless if u dunt want me to feel guilt plz stop it and had just chating with her and him!(: it was fun THURSDAY REALLY BRIGHTEN ME UP thx to darling: liana syu haziqah and shahirah aftr schl while the skirt TO BEST partner: faiz thx 4 amkin me crazy with all sorts of thngs BEST GUY: zul(anak yusoff) thxz 4 making my stomach hurts and laugh like mad women i appreciate and hope tmr will be like tht too.,,, becuz thy are superB.. plz i want u to be happy always whn u asked me to be happy i do it and whn i asked u y u cnt? wht am i supposed to do? u want me to do wht to make u happy and smile always... i have to stop b4 i vent my anger!:( Labels: why Wednesday, July 22, 2009 dunno wht happen to blogger again will upload pictures if it is okay alr haha!!!:) seriously these few days i enjoy myself in schl i laugh like hell and my stomach hurts todae during PE was fun and i all the movements was wow!!! BUT aftr PE most of our thngs were missing our classmate thngs we didnt suspect anyone and i hope tht the person will suffr badly if tht person steal our thngs i did lost money $2 and i did inform kodok to inform his frends to be careful seriously ths ppl is so stupid why would thy do such thngs? and thn off to recess aftr maths lsn and kodok asked if gt spotcheck and i say myb tmr and sutun asked me if i lost my phone as he know i gt___ it todae... and thx 4 the concern i just shake my head sorry guys seriously i no mood to answer i will answer th next tym u ask me. geog was ok lah saw sutun carrying kodok was like HUH? question mark on my face. HE cook chicken rice was nice and thn headed home wih darling yana and talked the whole way and nw here i am blogging etc mood changes tht happen!!! and once again sorry to kodok and sutun fr nt answering u guys properly!(: i did realise nw but i just want to bring it! cn u help me hold it, plz? and i will find a solution okay!!! i am seriously addicted to the song " warmness on the soul" and "because you love me" i just prfr " warmness on th soul" the song is so sad but the words are meaningful.. its all because of u tht i am addicted to it but its nice seriously lah dunt believe me go hear it one more thng u owe me a song i will wait like u told me yest u MUST only sang it to me if u want me to hear it... if nt i will nt listen and hear u sang it to me share all the burdens with me idw u too be alone with ur problems i cn help u okay? i will always be ready to hear and be able to help u with ur problems....!:) so dunt be malu and i will be glad to help out!! FD tmr hope to be high and frget all the unhappy thng tht happen and i know he will cheer me up cuz he is the one who asked me tht in schl sorry kodok and sutun aka ( irfan and dinie)truly sorry fr nt answering u guys properly and next tym i will just be careful to u too and the rest of ur class Labels: apology; sorry Sunday, July 19, 2009 2nd week of school had ended!!! and it was BORING i got to say!? i dunno y my mood swing fr the past of last week but got to say sometym CCA brighten uo my day and i satrted to like CCA like so much hope i could stay on fr long tym!(: Hope the comin week will be better and lots of fun goin to be high tmr becuz of _____ ok nthng much to do ths week but homework is done so nt5hng much to say test and remedial ths week is a lot esp test OMG!!!! study study ah of course ok tht is all gtg!:) Saturday, July 18, 2009 ths is the picture taken during th nadiah sweet sixteen celebration in schl!!! faces are ugly i know!! esp mine!:) todae was off to schl fr HE fr an hour headed hme and plans were all cancelled due to technical problems haha!!! so nthng much to say saturday is boring seriously currently just finish chatting with i so called complain to him wht happened and indeed he is good he know how to calm me down!:) thanks like a lot lah eh? ok up to here a short post fr now Friday, July 17, 2009  Close-ups  CHENDOL EATING AT JP ( candid)  Check in card? why?  want to jump down? the view? spider women    tht is all im lazy to upload anymre.... im just so tired u'know sister celebartion in schl will be uploaded tmr and myb pictures taken tmr while goin out to find FD cloth with syg, haziqah and me.... hope to be tired and had fun idky? ok schl was okay ah? cn say my brain was switched off fr every period msged all the way whilE ___ hmm... reached hme arnd 6+ and then blahblah and here i am online and facebook and blogging!!! tmr have HE with ms marzuki at 9.30am-10.30am thn gonna rushed home and then meet haziqah syuhaidah at JP inetrchange at 1.45pm-dunno wht tym ah... myb night goin dunno whr with mom a long day tmr wow~!!!! hope to have fun!! haha!!! he asked me online but he didnt online and he want me check on her if she online BUT sadly i am the only one who online but if tmr he online i offline wth how to chat and chat long hours in facebook and MSN? hahaha.... i realli do care abt u and me and her but idk wht had happened to me i am realli sorry!!! i apologised i know i shouldnt have chnged but idky i dunt have the reason... up to here fr now Labels: overdue pictures Thursday, July 16, 2009  me and sweet sixteen girl POSE wht shld i do here? The side reflection of me So called reflection The pictures that i promised u guys on!:) todae lesson was draggy as per nrml!:( which means i hate it!:) after lesson when to staffrm and talk to ms chen amd ms ang abt the FD costumes etc.. also saw ms fong haha... she is so funny!:) after tht headed to cnteen but still saw tht 2A and our mly student 3 of thm went to cnteen to buy tidbits and drinks aftr tht headed to gek poh gek poh check thngs all the items was like so nice lah!:) OMG!:D i feel like buying everythng thn headed to syuhaidah house blah blah and thn headed to PIONEER mall do ths and tht check ths and tht thn headed to CENTRAL ah!:) buy donuts and thn headed home!:) actually boarded the bus frm JP was at 6.10pm and shld be home by 6.40pm but i reached at 7.20pm and u guys shld know why if u dunt dont be KPO didnt intend to online todae but he wanted me too, so i did ah!:D kesian pulak kan so online fr awhile and was abt to offline now!:) will try to update the whole week ths week but nxt week nt sure i want to start revising a day with haziqah and syuhaidah was fun but tiring leg CRAMP!!! ARGH!!! needed a surgery now!:( no kidding only so LAME EH ook lah nthng much to say anyway haha!:) Labels: a day spent Wednesday, July 15, 2009 hey thr!:L my mood todae was currently okay was becuz... i written at pRIVATE blog dont realli want others to knowhaha!:) lesson was draggy todae!:) hope tmr will be better!:) FD and music tmr gonna be hyper and HIGH i dunt want half way high thn not high nt fun ah like tht!:( i want to be high as i could be a happy person as i could!:- and never be down or upset.... 11month just past like 2 hours ago! hope to have the next month it was extremely fast whn i know u .. i want the OLD u and no bad attitude etc!:) blogskin and song just chnged and thxz to amirah haha!:) CCA was draggy too,nt tht fun i dunno why ppl are like attitude and frust haha.... ms nithyia was absent again hope to c her on friday!:)_ pictures will be uploaded soon and i am nt lazy but i just one to keep ths smile of me in my drm and sleep and nobody can destroy it tmr!:) unless thy are gettin on my nerves!:) actually i want more 4 our 11month but since there are so called technical problems in us so didnt plan much? hope to be better the following month tht is coming!:) no matter wht happened todae i will always put a big smile on my face as it is the happipest moment ever!:) 15 of every month will rmbr tht ever!:) i hope u too enjoy!:) nites ppl gonna turn off the light soon want have an early night todae becuz _____________________...... haha!!! see u guys and i want be hyper lah!:) i needed u everytm i never needed u to point our my wrongs and i never needed u to question wht i spent i will always treat like wht i treat my frnd not more or less!:) MISSES!!!:D Labels: 11months Tuesday, July 14, 2009 Here are the overdue pictures taken at RE HOTEL on saturday 11july 2009                here are roughly 1/4 of the picture taken...!:) there is more to go... obviously tmr i will update it!:) HE and cca tmr hope to have fun and hyper all the way tmr... i wasnt tht hyper todae like used too.. chatted with mira nw and i understand it all take times like she say: she want the ASS back tgther as one...!:) tht is wht i wanted too but time chnged so do ppl and i need time to relax and calm myself down!:) i am sorry to all if i am nt hyper todae i have no mood esp to haziqah syuhaidah liana and amirah i promised u guys to be hyper but my mood swing todae... so sorry and esp to haziqah i am sorry i cnt tell u wht problem i have so sorry!:( i guess ths problem of mine i have to keep it myself!:( although it hurts me like a lot... i promised as the day goes i will be back as hyper as i could and never let u guys down!:) i just hate it whn my mood swings it SUCKS~ idwish to live ths way but its life whn i thnk of it everytym it hurts me deeply inside my heart!:( i dunno i just need u be by myside all u could and never let me down and help me out and make me HAPPY as wht u used to!:) please i want tht BACK!:) back badly!:)( Labels: mood swing Monday, July 13, 2009    here are the pictures finally it can be uploaded haha!:) will upload more tmr or day aftr!:) there is like 70+ picture haha!:) just take a look at some!:) celebarted sis bday at Hotel Re let start of with todae!(: schl was fine!(: nt tht fun eventhough my syg is back!:( ppl just keep getting on my nerves like wth who are thy to scold me vulgureven my parents dont do tht and ppl with no life useless life will say all tht!:( aftr tht run thr and here to set all tht azura seems tired and im happy tht the 4B and 4C mly came haha!(: some pictures are taken are with faith and epy.... he was nt thr dont need describe when off to home saw him was like staring oh whtever:) 2days back celebarted nadiah sis sweet sixteen pictures taken are like a lot lah okay!(: pictures are finally can be uplaoded here at blogger thxz a lot like a lot!:) goin to take a rest... hope to be high and hyper and wed have cca like oMG haha!:) off i go promised will upload pictures tmr or day aftr kay!:) Labels: pictures are OMG Saturday, July 11, 2009 hey just drop by here to wish sis a " HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN birthday" may all ur wishes come true!! hope to see u pass ur N-level and move on to sec 5 to take ur O level... Remember do smile always and stay happy !! so yeah tht is all!!! will be away fr 2days wont be online or wht fr 2days... will online the soon as i come back!! miss u guys!! TAGGED REPLIED HERE: Mdm Jee: Hi Nazirah, thank you for missing me. Greetings from my new school. All the best and I hope to see you again! =) me to Mdm Jee: hey ma'am i am glad tht u tag me.. I really do miss u and i hope u will not frget us And i hope tht u will enjoy ur teaching in ur new school.... thx and i realli do too to see u again.. And i will hard ths semester!!! syu: hahahas,wee sweet lahh kauu, okayy lahh monday dh dtg alekk tk sbr nk jumpe kau taww!:D pape infrm aku kayy? btw mdm jee is swweeeettt!:D hehes me to syu: haha..lol... thxz make sure eh kau dtg really waiting to see u come.... me too tk sabr nk tgk kau will infrm u if thr is a need too... yeah, mdm jee is soo sweet.. i am shocked to see her tagging me!!(: Passerby: Hello . Your are from 2A right ? me to passerby: hello back... but may i know who are u? and FYI i am nt frm 2A myb u gt the wrong information and i just want to knoow who r u? first week of schl is over and its kinda fun wow.!! will be posting up whn i am free!! Thursday, July 9, 2009 todae lesson was fine!:) FD i was so high todae its like high fr 30minutes i guess was fun.. if i didnt get iritated with the two boys i would be high fr the whole time siah!:( too bad ah!!! i just don't know why people are just hyporcrite.... hyporcrite yeah tht is wht thy are suit to be.... these are the name which make me high: haziqah,liana,shahrul, faiz zul( nt really) he seems to be sick todae so he is nt fun todae!!! thxz ppl.... hope to be high everyday!!! but sadly seeing ur face aRghh...( jgn terasa) SYUHAIDAH SYG: get well soon i realli miss u so mch come back to schl fast lah okay!!! aiya without u its like so borin... its not complete without u..... to my all my dearest frend: do take care ya...!!! take so tht u will come to schl hahA!!!!! sometym we dont know wht will happened we dont know wht will happened we cnt predict the future... so do u.. (jgn terasa) i cnt thnk... And it's alittle too late for conversations There isn't anythng for u to say And my eye's hurt, hand shiver So look at me and listen to me Because? i wish people would not chnge including me( referring to myself) sometym ppl may hate u because of it and ur behaviour!!! Labels: late for conversations Wednesday, July 8, 2009 school was vvv fun todae had lots of laughter in class with yana haziqah and shahrul but sadly my nenek didnt come haha syg syu takecare... had been 2 schl fr 2days now and i am so sad fr one thng didnt get to c him!:( will be a short post.. even if i see him i didnt look at him how sad FD tmr will be looking frward and be high haha!:) Tuesday, July 7, 2009 I never needed u to be strong I never needed u for pointing out my wrongs I never needed a pain, I never needed a strain My love for u was strong enough u shld have known I never needed u for judgement I never needed u to question what i spent I never ask for help,I take care of myself, I don't know why u think u've got a hold on me schl was kinda funn today... as i get to be high with liana faiz zulhilmi nazrul syuhaidah and haziqah etc it was fun.... but nrml my eyes feel tired and sleepy but as the time goes, i was awake again haha and nw i am going to bath and tuition off i go will have another fun day tmr...with all my frends and bestfrends... up to nw ya!:) Saturday, July 4, 2009 had a big fight yesterday.. and i dunno wht had become of me.. i am easily bad tempered becoz of a little thngs... and i get iritated and angry easily becuse of one small words.... tht aktuali is nthng.. i realli dunno.. i dunno y i chnged suddenly chnged of my attitude.. y? is it becuz of u... i am sorry abt yesterday if all my STUPIDITY and words hurt u alot... i am sorry.. now and now we are driftting apart and easily fight and bad tempered... SORRY!!!:( My dearest darlings: wht had become of us? we are drifting apart... we don't seem to be like old times where we used to joke arnd and so on.. but now where have it all gone to? where??? i realli dunno wht to say why are we like ths and drifting apart... i realli dunno... how come its like ths? i notice since the extended holidays tht we are like ths.. i am begging pls don't do ths anymre don't be like last tym.. be like months ago where we are so close to each other... pls.... Labels: one after one Friday, July 3, 2009 a Big fight! My destiny with u is only frnds and i know tht.... and we will never be more and i understand.. one thng tht i want to say.. dun chnge.. Trying looking at the sky the sky is blue and fresh... and we intend to look at the sky we felt very released all stress will be gone...:) how wonderful is tht if tht keeps goin on.. But i wish tht i would nt be able to wake up after seeeing the wonderful sky.. it is so beautiful... it is 2+ nw.. and i am awake... 10 down 3 more to go plus tmr.... and i am happy tht i cn finish thm myb by tmr if i dunt waste my time..... how cool.... currently done with: all 3 malays... all 2 maths... chemistry done... physics done... english on tuesday done... Literature done + send 1 geography done... left with 1 more geography el today and home economics yes ah... rest here i come ... CUrrently chatting with brother... he keep on playing game OMG lah!!! EDITED: slept like about 3.05am yesterday and awake 1+ how fun haha.....:) i am happy i am left with a small piece of homework... and thn i am done...YESS!!! Labels: hAppy Thursday, July 2, 2009 7 down 6 more to go!:( piles and piles of homework... body is aching here and there... hand is pain of writting a lot eyes is pain fr nt having enugh sleep always sleep at 1.30+am and awake at 11+ or even earlier.... leg is pain...:( stomach is pain because did nt have enugh time to eat as i am always doing work!:( cn this get any worser? Labels: 7 down 6 more to go Wednesday, July 1, 2009 I rEALLI loVE and MISSES Miss Nur Liana Bte Mohd Kahar!!:) She is the bestBF ever...:) and she is also the best so called sister To me!!!:) ILY and IMY!!:) idky??? i realli dunno... is it because of u or smethng else...everytym i hear ths song i always be reminded of u.... the bad and good thngs tht u did and it sometym make me cry but y u have to do ths??? Y??? nw i feel like crying even whn i thnk of it; it make me cry idk how long i am going to hold on like ths....whn i online so do u, u dun have the intention to say anythng.. and because of u i chnged fr the good... i chnge fr the ssake of u but ths is wht i get in returned .? NO WAY! idw ths to happen anymre...i had enugh go AHEAD if u want to do it to someone else i don't mind at all...but not to me please.... i am realli hurt and stress i dunt want anymre... wouldn't it be fun if i were to loss my memory and be blind.. to loss my memory good as i am nt be able to remember anythng anymre...all the hurt u have caused me i may nt be able to remember it anymre... if were to be blind it would be good as i may nt be able to see u sickening face... and i will not know how u look anymre... but i know tht may nt come... and idk? have it to end it here? or is it tht it have to be continued??? which is which??? idk wht to do? Labels: tAKe OnE sTep At A tImE |
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