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Friday, June 19, 2009
had a very nice sleep fr the past 3days! i had like 12-13hours of sleep everyday and im growing fatter! i do eat a lot and sleep a lot! there is nthng much i do since im done with hmwk! BUT!! yesterday nite didnt had a sleepless night!! was lying on the bed at 11+ unable to sleep up till 12+.... was awake again at 4+ till 5+....still thnking!! i am thnking everytym okay!! i still cnt find the answer and i dunno y? had let everythng out at private blog so since i on9 todae shld post here too.... 3days had nt been msg-ing him i just MIA-ing him.... okay i dunno how long it is gnna last but wad i told him 3days ago tht i wont msg him till schl reopens and tht would be like 13days the longest i have fr nt msg-ing him!! i dunno myb its true we had to end it here! i will wait till 29june and see the results... and i dunno if schl reopens i am able to msg u again/back i dunno i just need u to listen to wad i have to say!! if its true dat we have to end up here thn i am ready to let u go even though it is realli hard!!:( i am alr thnking fr the worst wat is going to happened... i dunno i dunno y ths keep going on between us i just want it to stop tht is all i asked if it cnt be stopped thn its difficult fr us,rite?? i just want to sort thngs out with u and after sorting it out with u i want to start afresh and leave everythng/ past behind and never thnnk of it again esp the hurt and unforgettablle disaster i had.... and myb will keep all th sweet memories with me im just had enugh thnking and brain is gonna explode soon...... cn u chnge??? if its true tht i have to let u go den i am able to let u go but im gonna be sad like u said we r goin to saty on till:( we have our own ways and we must stiill stay in contact no matter wad... i dunno wad to do..:( cn u help me??? i realli need u and i want u to listen to wad im goin to say to u which is important? BUT with the attitude u gave me thn im like aRGHH wad to do!!! haihai..... lifelife...hiduphidup...:( the sad moments is gonna be heard soon.... and i dunt no whn jus wait and see!:( |
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