Nur Nazirah

had been CRAVING for cakes today!!

so decided to asked sis and mom buy

fr me...craving fr Chocolate and Durian

Cakes.. and now eating Durian cakes while

doing today assignments.. wah it sucks man!!!

HBL sucks so boring..i have no life like ths..

only stare at comp and finish up the assignments...

Ms Ang called me and asked me some qn fr survey...

and othrs.. i was very bz and luckily my comp mouse

is working back aftr buying a new one..

wah scared me.. today 7.30pm gt tuition decided

nt to go..how come??? Piles of homework to be done

siah how if nt completed DIE???

More to go fr anthr 3 more days..

which means i am going to die in here...

Labels: die because of assignments

HAPPY 10th BIRTHDAY, ABIL!!:)

may all ur wishes came true

study hard!:) dunt play alr

A week of school extend!!

which means we are needed to saty at home

which also means piles and piles are of online

assignments and whicch means also study on

our own.... hai..sigh!!:( i am just so bored....

thr is nothng much i cn do at home... thn to eat

and sleep do assignment.... tht is daily routine

ever since holiday started and obviously some

shopping and etc.. but idw ths to keep on goin

it is like so damn bored... is like i have no life at

all... assignments are coming bit by bit....

it is growing fatter and fatter.... haha... its like human

who is growing in size.. hey isn't ths like literature???

haha.... just whn to facebook and commented on pearlina status!!

she say i am cheerful kiddo.. as i am th most happy damn one in

class.... but i sadi ths i must be happy in schl in order to make

my loe ones and the one i care happy:)

but im nt in schl tears are always dropping down on me:)

and one thng i said ths im my facebook.. sadness is always after

although i always wanted happiness.. but if i wish i am happy it will

come as it is fated if nt i am going to be sad.... and all tht is fated!!:)

but one more thng even though u try make me happy

it is nt going to be succed to me only our ownself cn make

our ownself happpy......:) :(

thr i am nt referring to anyone but thr is someone u dunno...:)

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oklah i thnk im done here!!:)

today:

mother tounge ( part 1): done

mother tounge ( part 2): done

maths: not yet

maybe ltr will do it..haha...:)

off now..bye!!

its like left today and tomorrow before schl reopens..

idk...i hate ths feeling...somehow i find im nt looking

frward to schl reopens and i feel happy sometym whn

i thnk schl is opening as i miss my dArliNgs

but sometime i feel i'm nt looking frward to it.. i

myself dunno.... myb thts wat i thnk until schl reopens...

i admitt i miss everythng in schl..the sits the laughter i had

with jia han and faiz almost everyday... but idk i realli dunno....

why am i thnking ths way???

sad moments had been calling everyday...

i onli wanted happy moments i cnt..

yest was almost to cry whn u say tht...

i myself dunno wht to do....

sometimes wht we wished cnt come true

as myb we are nt fated to tht wish...

if we are fated of wht we wish, it will surely come true!:)

i am done with june holiday done during the 3rd week...

so ths week i only relax...

had 14+ hours of sleep todae...

and whn i woke up in the aftrnoon arnd 3+

everybody was nt at hme only me...

i thnk only woken up 4 like 3+hours ONLY...

which i usually don'y do ths kind of stuff..

since yest im feeling down myb its good dat i sleep

14+ hours myb whn i'm down

its good tht i sleep or cry or shout as it is the BEST

medicine fr everythng aftr all...

will elaborate more on the other blog ...

so byebye...toodles....

hey yana and amirah read ths and wad do u thnk of it?:

Adakah kamu mengertinya tentang CINTA?

sudah lama aku mengenalmu, dan sejak pertama

kali aku melihat mu dan berjumpa mu aku

jatuh cinta padamu..dan kita mula kenal dan seterusnya....

cerita kita pun bermula dari situ...

Tetapi satu kemalangan buruk terjadi dan menyebabkn

aku terpaksa meninggalkan mu..

Kemalangan yg tidak pernah aku prnh sangka selama aku

bersama mu... Tetapi bila aku ingt balik kerna aku melihat mu pertma

kali lah menyebabakn aku terlanjur cinta kepada mu...

Kemalangan itu amat menyedihkn ku tapi

aku tidak blh menyerah... aku harus teruskan hidup ku

Aku harus tinggalkn semua dan mulai kehidupan yg baru...

Aku baru sedar selepas kejadian itu apa sebenarnya

eRTI CINTA>?

hey thr...hello!!:) im back..

i guess aftr a few days abt 4 days of nt updating i

decided to update it! how ur day? hahaa? aktuali

i have nthng to talk abt here unless at my private blog....

Ms Ang called me yest and asked me if i get the

letter frm the schl abt the travel forms and asked

if i had been going anywhr!

no i didnt...but tmr i am goin to malaysia...

fr somethngs and will be night also tmr

just to go thr fr scenery haha!!!

till here ya!! oh yeah tagged replied and

those who want me to link u up i will link

so okay!! i have link up th ppl who wanted to be link!!

QUIZ:

The person who asked me to do this quiz?

Lois

Your relationship with him/her

CAsmaTe

Your first impression of him/her.

dunno..

Your most memorable moment with him/her.

i sit with her during maths lesson

The most memorable thing you said to him/her.

Ermm, nothing.

If him/her becomes your lover?

NO WAY! she is a girl

If him/her becomes your lover, what would you like him/her to improve on?

Nothing

If him/her becomes you enemy?

IDK

If him/her becomes you enemy, what will be the reason?

myb she looks scary :)

The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?

Improve her maths:)

Your overall impression on him/her is?

Happy go lucky, Talkative, Enthuastic, funny.

The characteristic you love most about yourself?

Don't know?

The characteristic you hate most about yourself?

IRDC

The most ideal person you want yourself to be is?

nT sure yet

Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:

1)Nadiah

2)Liana

3)Amirah

4)haziqah

5)syuhaidah

6)Debbie

7)Erra

8)Haslinda

9)Nina

10)Lena

Who is 6(Debbie) having a relationship with?

Nobody I think.

Is 9(Nina) a male or a female?

Female!

If 7(Erra) and 10(Lena) were together, would it be a good thing?

Myb thy no each othr....

What is 2(Liana) studying about now?

Not Sure!

When was a last time you had a chat with 3(Amirah)?

weeks ago

What kind of music does 8(Haslinda) like?

Not sure. All kinds

Does 1(Nadiah) have any other siblings?

Yeah. 2 Older sister..1 of thm me and 1 more younger sister

Will you woo 3(Amirah)?

NO!

How about 7(Erra)?

NO!

Is 4(Haziqah) single?

i dunt thnk so...

What is the surname of 5(Syuhaidah)?

Dunno!:(

What is the hobby of 2( Liana)

mayb she like to help us be happy idk!:( why weird qn?

Do 5(Syuhaidah) and 9(Nina) get along well?

Myb if thy know each othr well

Where is 2(Liana) studying at?

WestwoodSecondarySchool.

Say something about your eyes.

They help me to look out fr thngs

Have you ever tried developing feelings for 5(Syuhaidah)

Nope.

What colour does 4(Haziqah) like?

Blue myb?

Are 5(Syuhaidah)and 1( Nadiah) good friends?

NO!

Does 7( Erra) and 2 ( Liana) like each othr?

I dunnno...

How do u get to know 2( Liana)

Classmate and dArling

Does 1( Nadiah) have any pets?

NO!

Is 1( Nadiah) sexy?

Myb..

How is 4( HAziqah) related to you?

Classmates

Describe 2( Liana)

Fun,funny,violence....

hey at last my maths ex 3f is done haha!!
with the help of 1st sis si cn almost finished
it b4r nxt week how great is dat!?

tmr mrning goin fr jogging with 3rd sis
how impossible is tht?
because my stomach is growing bigger
cause wad i do is oni eat and sleep and eat
and sleep gonna cut down if i can!! the food
is just calling me to eat and eat
which cnt stop me!

31/2 days didnt msg him and yest msg him
but todae didnt we are nt happy if ths keeps going on
okay!we must solve ths problem and yet i tot
ths would stop but it didnt and todae we didnt msg
each i just dont no wad to say anymere...
im frustrated and so on!!

like i told on th previous post if ths keep
going on i will wait fr ur answer
and im ready fr the worst rite??

had a sleepless nite todae sleep in the
afternoon aftr eating and tats wat make me fat
haha....i just cnt stop eating the more i
see food its just calling me to eat esp rice
chocolate and ice cream

ths few days had been slacking at hme lazy go
out myb nxt week goin out fr playing bowling
or wad ah bored at hme...
want go out with my daRlings haha!!

had a very nice sleep fr the past 3days!
i had like 12-13hours of sleep everyday
and im growing fatter! i do eat a lot and sleep
a lot! there is nthng much i do since
im done with hmwk! BUT!!
yesterday nite didnt had a sleepless night!!
was lying on the bed at 11+ unable to sleep up till
12+.... was awake again at 4+ till 5+....still thnking!!

i am thnking everytym okay!! i still cnt find the answer
and i dunno y? had let everythng out at private
blog so since i on9 todae shld post here too....

3days had nt been msg-ing him
i just MIA-ing him....
okay i dunno how long it is gnna last but wad i told him 3days
ago tht i wont msg him till schl reopens
and tht would be like 13days the longest i have fr
nt msg-ing him!! i dunno myb its true we had to end it here!

i will wait till 29june and see the results...
and i dunno if schl reopens i am able to msg u again/back
i dunno i just need u to listen to wad i
have to say!! if its true dat we have to end up here
thn i am ready to let u go
even though it is realli hard!!:(
i am alr thnking fr the worst wat is going
to happened...
i dunno i dunno y ths keep going on between us
i just want it to stop tht is all i asked
if it cnt be stopped thn its difficult fr us,rite??

i just want to sort thngs out with u and after sorting
it out with u i want to start afresh and leave everythng/
past behind and never thnnk of it again esp the
hurt and unforgettablle disaster i had....
and myb will keep all th sweet memories with me
im just had enugh thnking and brain is gonna
explode soon...... cn u chnge???
if its true tht i have to let u go den
i am able to let u go but im gonna be
sad like u said we r goin to saty on till:(
we have our own ways and we must stiill
stay in contact no matter wad...
i dunno wad to do..:(
cn u help me??? i realli need u and
i want u to listen to wad im goin
to say to u which is important? BUT
with the attitude u gave me thn im like aRGHH
wad to do!!! haihai.....
lifelife...hiduphidup...:(

the sad moments is gonna be heard soon....
and i dunt no whn jus wait and see!:(

hoT dOg King

skyRiDeme in skyRide

Strating here random pictures:

me again sKyride:) enjoy

me and sis SkyriDE:)

LUGE!was fun:)

WaterFall

us wanting to eat sataY:)

Four Winds Trading Company

US:)

ME inside the " Tiger Sky Tower"

US at Tiger SKY TOWER

Randomly ths is the pictures taken on sunday durin

family outing at sentosa:)

firstly we wnt to Siloso Beach!

followed by resting thr!

and thn sisters had a skyride and luge!

was fun!:)

it was true once is never enugh!haha:)

thn we go to see the merlion thr and so on

take picture thr

go take th "tiger sky tower"

funfun!:) wanting more there

but since we were all tired decided

to go eat at lau pa sat( dunno spell)

go thr eat satay!

blah blah and here to update of todae!

darlings is not on9 yet!

im so frustrated i havent on my phone and whn todae i on it

2 msg recieved frm him

but i didnt repli it im so aNGri at him!:)

i will nt repli any of his msg until

nxt wk till schl reopens

i hope he nos why>?

will nt be telling him y

i want him to know y i am angri!

will try as much as possible nt to msg him

or reply his msg back thts y i will off

my phone! i will repli those msg is importnt except his!

but i will also nt on phone till nxt wk i guess

i want to be very strong ths tym!

i am trying and trying nt to msg him!

life is very aRGH.....

i dunno y i hate hate millions hate

but i will make sure and try nt to msg him

the rest of my life !

i will try but no promises.......

HOmework almost done oni left with

maths ex 3F graphical methoD

seriously i dunno how to do it!

onli left with tht and i cn rest b4r the schl starts

i am promising ths to myself:

i will nt MSg u since ths is how u treat me...

i treat u nicely but u arGh.....

i will nt elaborate more here...

will go to private blog and let out all my feelings thr

i dunno everybody to know abt my feelings

up till here readers!miss u readers!

will nt update often starting frm now!

i dunno i will want to relax myself!

haha!

i want schl to open nt so soon

i dunt want to c tht face!:(

up till here bye!

hey thr i promised u guys a pictures rite?
but imm just too lazy to
post it todae will post it tmr!

im just totally angri and mad!
aRGhH...life life.....
wadever lah!

* I promise myself to change*

* and i will not be my old self b4r*

short post yaw!
soo bye!

ps: because of u i chnge and i hate u alot..

pss: ppl i wont on both of my hp

so dont msg me if u do i will nt repli

i will oni repli on thur!

Pictures taken yesterday at sentosa!

was enjoyable! decided to go again nxt wk

with sis....b4r schl reopens......

some of the picture taken yest

thr is a lot more to go but i guess only ths i

will upload it tmr! every picture will

be post tmr k!

so here have a look and enjoy!

let the picture say everythng!:]

nthng better to do at the siloso beach!haha!

spent hours thr and admit i enjoyed it thr!

i wnt my daRlings to go thr to with me~

aftr tht eat saTAY haha...

will tell more whn i uploaded all the pictures tmr ya!

enjoy ur day!

todae is officiali 15june

and im happi whn ths day came

it is officialy 10 month i no u

i no u well inside out!

i hope it is nt a wasted chnce to no u

and hope it will continue on!

mre thngs to talk abt 10mnth on private blog!

homework half done left woth literature;

el vocab and chemistry mind map!

want to finish it by ths wk!

so nxt wk cn REST!:)

with much love

nazirah!

Labels: seNtoSA tRip; 10mth

4 of NAZIRAH

NAZIRAH

FBT SHORTS

off to sentosa at 11am todae so a

short post bye...

to yana:

dunt worry i will be okay..

i will do wht tht prsn do to me

back and i make sure tht prsn

suffr......:)

i HATE ths kind of life...
* RUMORS* wadever
that wat i had been hearing...

dunt tell me cause im CLOSE to that
GUY that make u THINK i like
him...hey wake up.... i cn be close to anyone i
want... if every guy im close to and u say i like him
wad does it supposed to mean...

GROW up ah...dunt be a *stupid childish*...
* bullshit siah*

its my business who im clsoe too

its nt ur business and its my business

who i like and and who i dunt like

onli ppl with * NO LIFE* will say ths....

Jujur, aku tak kuasa,

saat terakhir ku genggam tanganmu

Namun yang pasti terjadi,

kita mungkin tak bersama lagi

Bila nanti esok hari

Ku temukan dirimu bahagia

Ijinkan aku titipkan kisah cinta kita selamanya

ps: i will make the same rumor back to u
since u like saying abt ppl...

And how many times
I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me
And how many times
I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me
We all make mistakes
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove?
NOTHINGAnd you never do nothing wrong

lyrics from promise in the dark
some i guess is true......

had been msging him quite sometym but i guess i have have to

cut down on the msging its been too many...i have to top up often and my bills

are just coming up.... i have been close to him but

drifting part frm my ASS i will do wat i promise thm

k...i dunt want to be drifted apart...

i just mISS SCHOOL A LOT...the laughter and funny thngs

frm both classes 2A and 2B...haha...

nw im off to lot 1 to accompany sis....

foolow sis do her dnt

i was bzily talking to epy,syazwan
khairi and more...most of the dnt student
i was trick by thm a lot
mostly i talk with epy he
asked and tell me so many qn
so do i ask him ....

just curiousity strike me to ask me..

k lah gonna update the PRVATE BLOG

was fun todae...
went to schl todae to accompany sis
do her dnt was fun lah...
instead of go sentosa with thm i help sis
was indeed fun although its boring wadsoever

was fun and i admit it although i was sleepy..
dunno if tmr gonna take the shirt or nt lah...

ask sis better if she need me to accompany her
hope tmr gonna be anthr fun day

* THOUSAND AND NINE APOLOGIES MADE YESTERDAY*

* 2 WORDS THAT CNT BE SAID; ANGRY AND SAD*

yes i make that much apology

cause i say somethng and i just felt guilty abt it and

he say if i keep on saying that and dunt ever blame

myself fr it.... he is just so arwh...........

ANGRY AND SAD

cnt be said or im gonna get the
punishment
he was crazy todae a weIRD feeling strike him.....
n that 3 words keep on in his mind....
IDKY?
CRAZY PERSON.......

he have been making my life happi and make me high

with all ths and that

sometym i cn say that we r childish seh

over a small little thngs we fight and patch up back

we are the childish people who does

childish stuff...haha........one of it is me who always say

and make childish stuff to him.. haha....

ONE SWEET thng is that the gdnite msg
oh...i cnt reveal it here but will reveal it at my PRIVATE BLOG
it was so SWEET k... seriousli

* TIRED AND HAD FUN*

todae was tired wake up like yest
and thr was accident 2 accident going on
was almost late fr CCA
but im nt...
the games was ok and fun esp the last part
playing :mami:

my GROUP members are:
ME, debbie,syuhaidah,amirah
haziqah, xing yi and wilson( sori if name spell wrongli)

with the CRAZIEST
fascilitator ever: GINA and LENA

had fun with thm but of corse tired...

aftr that were dismissed at 5 and headed to queensway with sis
to take the shirt but the uncle frgot to take it so must take it tmr
haiya leceh seh....must make anthr round to queensway
again...

skip reached hme arnd 7+ and blah
and nw on9 blogging chatting!

To MY ASS: LIYANA

u were always there 4 me and u were the so
called pompan paling giler yg suker cubit
org and stuff
but i just miss u so much as u were nvr
fail to lend us UR EARS even though
some are merepek i no how u felt but u r
like a sister to me k, n ILY so much and IMY so much too....

AMIRAH:

u were always open minded with us
u nvr failed to share ur stories with us
which make us wanting to hear it and make
the grp alive because of ur stories
u were oso nvr failed to share everythng to us
u were the one who make the grp alive haha....
U ARE AWESOME GIRL... IMY AND ILY so much

TO THE BOTH OF U:

i miss spending the tym with u guys the laughter
and so on... u were there and make me go MAD fr the day
and nvr fails to make me alive even though
sometym i came to school BAD MOOD or such u r always
makin me CRAZY.......... i jus MISS U SO MUCH
and i jus LOVE U GUYS........ i no i may nt spend much tym
with u guys and i promise i will but idk whn lah...
but soon ok ...whn im back i will make sure u guys lAUGH
like nobody business k....
that is my PROMISE TO U GUYS!:)

* FR YANA AND AMIRAH*

* MY ASS*

i no i have nt been spending much tym with u guys
i miss the laughter with u guys and more
but my scheduled is just tight that i cnt spend tym
with u... evertym whn im down im always reminded of
the fun tym i had with u guys.... i pROMISE i will make u guys
laugh like nobody business but im nt gonna be back so soon
i have a lot of thngs to be done.... n
b4r im back all that im need to be done is done
i promise will be back soon but nt nw and idk whn
will i be back but i promise to be back..

aftr reading amirah blog it thn make me realised
how far apart we r nw...

*SORRY MY DARLING*

* TIRED*

super tired todae that is y i HATE tuesday alot
whn it comes it is BORING haha.....

were off to schl todae as gt extra lsn till 1300hrs
rush back home... arnd 1400hrs reach hme...
OUT OF SCHL sms him till 1500hrs.....

rEACH hme and take a bath and eat and sleep
1730 wake bath and off to lot 1
and thn RUSH home to take tuition things
and OFF .....

CURRENTLY just came back and tmr gt
CCA some more TIRED SIAH...HAIYA so LAZY to go
but cnt lah,.....

till here gonna UPDATE my PRIVATE BLOG