Friday, May 29, 2009
sori 4 nt posting yest! im just too stressed too post! tears are just coming down ! i really dunno how to express ths feeling hai!does it have to be any worst aftr one problem anothr problm! y? i realli need u nw to be beside me! the last day of schl todae! i was abt to cry whn i no mdm jee is leaving us i dunno if ths is good or bad to me.. she teaches us 4 more thn 1 1/2 yr which make me more difficult to leave her since she is my FT. but i hope u will nt frget me! having to no her is wondrful no words cn described how i feel nw!~ having to know tat i feel like crying she is the best mdm jee is the best no matter wat! even though she is teaching at BPGH i hope to c her since i live quite near thr! i dunno if i cn say anithin nw!y everitym whn i starting to like a teacher her teaching she have to leave its v. diff to express how BAD cn my feelings be! silent reading was noise having to sit beside 2A esp dinie and hazim i cnt concentrate and my reading was like i dunno! thy r super noise ..... aftr OCU i c mdm jee the last time evr that i am goin in WWSS tears is dropping down i am reali crying :( she is the best i have written at 2B blog so u shld know exactly how i felt now! aftr tat lepak2 with my ASS laugh like hell..... cnt stop whn hme arnd 2.30 pm yana darling is goin camp tmr and sundae left w me and amirah! hai! 3rd june and 4 june nyaa camp he wont be goin so cnt msg him like WTF! his leg is now pain hai i dunno wat to say to him alr he is super angry nw tat i let him say BAD WORDS till he is satisfied! but he say no it will not satisfied him... nw will try to CONSOLE him i guess...so he will nt be angri if he angri its like hARIMAU! till here readers ps: i will miss mdm jee a lot no matter she did nt teach us anymre but i hope u will rmbr 2B a lot. ps: dont be angri no more,pls * hatiku selalu menangis menahan kesakitan ini ku akan melakukan smue ini demi kau! * aku harus relakn kehilangan cinta sejati ku ku telah berikan smunye dan juga kekurangan ku * jika kamu rasa ini yg terbaik untuk diriku dan kamu aku akn terima semuer demi cinta jujur aku tk kuasa saat terakhir aku genggam tangan mu tapi yg pasti trjadi kita tak akn mungin bersama lagi demi itu selamat tinggal:( Wednesday, May 27, 2009 feelings i dunno seriously wat is my feelings todae i dunno if i shld be happy or sad? the OLD him is back and i am just the happiest person to be its like th whole day my butt is being smack amirah says that thy like my pntat haha....thy reali brighten up my day and because of it my but is CRYING! haha :( i was feelin down whn i c my phone that he is so bad nt to apologised... he msg me arnd 7.45+ in the pm and msg me askin me ths and tellin me ths i am just happy that he is BACK he OLD self.... whn i saw him in schl twice i was just walkin beside him i feel like punchin his stupid face and slappin it! but im nt tat evil haha:) nw he is back he old self i am no worries to rely on him i guess... but he just cnt frget the past that make me angry at him nw! life is just like ths whr i experianced it whr i experiance ups and downs angriness sadness and happiness that is what aktuali my life is abt i cnt only have 1 thing in life! i was just oso WANTED to msg him at 7+ but he msg me first. in my msg i was sayin i guess now is the BEST time fr me to say BYE and let u go walk out of ur life and never appear again to make u wake up! but u msg first so i DELETED it away!:) i dunno confused if i shld tell him or not! i feel confused i got ask him ths qn b4 wat if i say gdbye to him! ghe was ngri at me! He says;" u cn lose money and get it BACK but if u lose a FREND u cnt get it BACK FOREVER" tat is y tat particular sayin of his is always in my HEAD no matter wat i jus cnt bear to say it to him my mouth is unable to say anithin but nw he has chnged so im fine i GUESS! he told me that he saw mine his and R results 4 DNT and he told mr i pass and he nvr laugh at mine results but im just so PAISEH tat he c my results. i guess up till here i am SO lookin frward to tmr! Haha TOODLES readers!:) Tuesday, May 26, 2009 words nor feelings cnt described how badly i am feeling rite now! i just need someone i cn talk to and rely on! i dont no y he changed i just want the OLD him! he was never like ths b4r! sometimes ppl must chnged n i dunno nw if i ever make the right CHOICE to know u at the START! my mind just cnt think i realli want u to be someone that i cn rely to to c u in ths state i feel like CRYING :( but i got to be STRONG u cn play arnd but sonner u gona no BYE- BYe is th ething im gonna say to u! how sad am i to write ths but i just want to let it all out and write hear so i dunt think of it again! which nw droplets is coming down eyes! k im SERIOUSLY crying but i have to wow! the first time i saying ths openly! BYE- BYE is the right word 4 me to say nw to u to let u WAKE UP frm ur WONDERLAND!:) i just want urself BACK! but its diff i no! somethings are just meant to be let go!:(how sad! i guess schl is OK to me! but was extremely fun during art whr is go MAD a bit! with haziqah haniss and amirah disturbing smacking my ass pain siah but FUN! slapping my forehead! liana oni laughs... yana darling get well soon ya! haha dont need cover ok put cream ya hope recover soon!:) i guess i cn oni be happy whn i am with my syg TB(teddy bear) syg cute and haniss who always try make each one of us happy BUT ONE THING U HURT ME!!! you hurt me a lot yest with the msg!:( was almost shocked and u dare do that what happened to the OLD u? whr did it go! seeing ur face in schl makes me like smacking u no matter what! why u have to do ths kind of things have u nvr thing of others feeling... i no u r not a " TIME TRAVELLER" but if u cn at least frget 55% of ur past and put the 55% into ur present im sure u cn achieve wat u want in the PRESENT but i dunno u, go ahead thing of ur PAST idc and frget thinking of ur PRESENT why? u no if u keep on like ths so sori u will nvr drm wat u drm of. if ths keep going on, believe there is only two things im gonna do! 1) say gdbye 2) and walk off ur life FOREVER i mean it ths time!!! i had enugh of ths i no u have been trying to pick up a fight with me and that is y i always stay calm frget wat u say i dunt want to be angry back! but ths time u have gone JUST TOO FAR!!! Sunday, May 24, 2009 my blog is a bit plain.. gonna edit it whn i am free..... to make it alive back since im back so it dont look boring!:] BORING! its like nobody on9!my ass oso nt on9 how siah? bored to the MAX! other ppl whom i wish to on9 nt on9.. wah like tat how siah? randomly doin nthg tml lesson would be BACK! i would be able to enjoy my PE lesson& FD lesson which i miss it 4 like 2 weeks!? i am gonna looking frward to it! BUT wat i am stressing now is WHAt to bring tml,i dunno.. aiyeah no need bting anithing lah!hehe gtg nw... gonna watch beach balls babes! guess gonna msg ppl up!haha Saturday, May 23, 2009 GOOD NIGHT MESSAGE TO U! You are never given a dreams without also being given the power to make it TRUE so dreams BIG and u will have wat u WANT so GOOD NIGHT! BORING!! hey readers every time when saturday comes i think it feels so boring ..... and i think time flies so slowly that i could not imagine! Life is just full of misery and happiness.... i know i have put on weight i am FAT HAPPY and SAD i guess that is my life aktuali is! up till here readers sori if its a short post Friday, May 22, 2009 H e y T O I L E T>>>> hehe L O V E L Y 4 hey readers this picture is some of the picture taken during my birthday whn we went to eat at SAKURA INTERNATIONAL BUFFET! seriously i had a lot of fun n thxz to my sis and parents for making my birthday a wonderful one.....thousands of words cnt said anything on how happy i am OMG ! thxz a lot w/o my thm i may nt be happy! today is a schl holiday fr me its a marking day so no schl 4 me! and i wake up arnd 9 do ths do tat eat ths and tat until FAT! sleep again at 5+ fr like 1 hr onli... take a bathe and headed to teck whye! suddenly recieved msg frm him until nw msg-ing and blogging looking at facebook.....etc but lazi to chat one thing tat will make me happy is to recieved msg frm n im happy until nw but i cn say he is crazyy sometime he make ppl laugh sometimes angry at him.. tatis y i like life which have ups and downs.... tats wat life is abt..haha " i can find great love if i believe in it no matter how hard it is" im saying THANK U to liana and amirah for the birthday cake that thy gave me although is a belated bday cake im saying thnk u to my ASS for the cake and making me happy on my BIRTHDAY thnks a lot gals i appreciate it a lot... sori if i say it a little late YEAH! will post picture latr! Thursday, May 21, 2009 AT LAST ITS OVER! MY STRESS IS OVER FOR MYE EVERYTHING IS GONE! I'M SO HAPPY ABT IT aftr lots of saying frm him scolding wad so ever at last is over im super happy abt it! skip tat yest nite was my happiest moment he suddenly msg me and i will oly tell the last few message he said b4 he sleep tell him something b4 he sleep "MANJA" SEH i say just go sleep tat is wat u need to noe... thn aftr i told him he said I VERY CLEVER thn mrning whn i c my phone he says everytime wat i told him he will do it and i win and he will go to sleep straight away and says tat im like a mother..Yeah rite next today got sexuality talk.... it was okok lah very tiring! i went o ava rm arnd 11+ to give the class list to the chairman whn i went in the 2A keep on saying wad ever thinng lah YEAH WADEVER saw ms fong was like so hyper today whn saw me keep on saying lot 1,jp, causeway>? no way im not gonna folo her./...hehe she gave me 2g class list but i said to her y gave me and i gave her back? she hn some how if im nt wrong like ask me go out of the ava rm if i were to chose im nt gonna go to the ava rm! headed home straight away aftr tat reach home,eat ,bath,sleep,wake up , bath again and eat n nw blogging and chatting! the happiness of yest will nvr erase 4rm my face as well as the smile!:] i guess tat is all... tc readers...... in advanced gd nite to my readers!:] Wednesday, May 20, 2009 seriously im back now so i can blog and chat with my lovely girls my syg my TB my darling and my cute! im oficially back so no more misses I dont no y i suddenly hate him a lot no cureness will help me cure it but unless he convinced me n i doubt so! i am busy super bz because of MYE and tml will be the last paper and my stress will be gone at LAST i dunno whether i cn still live on im so stress is like a " FLYING ZOMBIE" AH..... i guess that is all....... "Life most beautiful things arn't seen with our eyes; they are felt with our hearts" "you are my destiny that is y i still live on" Thursday, May 7, 2009 hey readers hed been a long time since i blog right? so do u miss me ? ya wadever tat i dun care life just have ups and downs lots of laughter and other stuff..... but luckily i cn overcome it with someone whom i trusted the most and i no he will hold his words.. yest get bullied a lot.... but yes he did promise his words hold his words and pinch me but the most happiest thing is that as the time flies i be able to overcome my shyness and talk to him... n yes today i talk to hiom and he ask me "to diam ah" kesian he just cant read his chinese.... yew must be better in chinese and not only el and mother tounge malay languge i no u cn do it kesian kesian (mpp) ok lah c u tml and hope cn talk to u n pinch u tats all i guess for now and i hope that i be able to do wat i want to do to u and be my happiest moment in life!:) |
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